Oct 01, 2006 23:53
i honestly don't know what happened last night...
i tell one person one thing and another person another thing
and i want to be everyone's friend
and i want everyone to like me
& it really fucking sucks when one group of friends don't like another group
i just want everything to be good again
like it was in 10th grade
where there was no drama bullshit
or no one talking behind your back
or people making a huge deal out of nothing
basically i am a horrible person who wants everyone to get along and not have to deal with drama, but everytime i try really really hard to it ALWAYS bites me in the ass
i don't know how to deal anymore
so, basically if anyone wants to be my friend, don't even try becuase i will fuck things up.