Dec 21, 2006 23:19
I think... I was LOL'd recently. I said and did... a lot of things I.. I would normally be to scared to do. Things I wanted to do, but.. that.. I wouldn't.. do normally. I'm not really sure what happened but...
I attacked that girl. The one who looks like Terra/Brooke. The girl that normally scares me so much... I have some scars on my legs from where she hurt me, but I beat the crap out of her. I.. I can make ice like.. out of thin air now. It.. it felt good.
Something happened the first time I fought her.. I 'killed' her, but.. she didn't really die. and I felt terrible. I never wanted to do anything like that. And this time... I was dissapointed that I didn't. I mean, I still put her through hell, but..
I sort of feel bad, saying this now... but at the time.. it.. it felt great. Making that bitch suffer for what she did to me and Lightning, what she probably did to a lot of other people.. She deserved it. She's a monster.
I could have gotten myself killed.. and.. I just.. attacked her anyways. I don't even know her name. I don't think she knows mine. And it doesn't really matter.
I feel like I'm gloating but.. I'm just.. I'm still sort of in shock, I guess.
On a completely unrelated note, I still can't believe I kissed Lightning. Not that I'm complaining.
((This is backdated, obviously, to... about when the LOL would wear off, I think. It's actually like January now xD;))