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Ok....
So based on today I'm still pretty sure that there's no one in this world that I completely trust except my dad.
And I trust my dad unconditionally because I know how much that love and support is there from him regardless of what I do or what he does. Just like my heavenly Father--though my dad may not always come when i call to save me, he's always on time. I've never been afraid that he would leave me. Everyone else in my life there is a fear that one day I'll wake up and they'll be completely gone from my life--by choice i mean. Sadly, the one person i trust unconditionally is also one of the oldest people in my life. This means that he literally could be taken away from me without me ever even seriously thinking about it. There are other people in my life that I know love me but that doesn't mean that I can trust them.
Anyway....I guess the conclusion is that i don't trust people. I just can't. I have yet to find someone who is not blood-related to me that I have complete faith in.
On the other hand.....i wonder if i really and truly am a trust worthy person to ANYONE on this earth? I like to think that I am, but just like all those people that I know care about me or love me but i can't trust unconditionally....i'm pretty sure that i'm that person to a lot of other people.
I'm sorry to anyone who this may be the case for.
I want to be there for you unconditionally. I can't promise that I can be, but I will try.
THE END
So based on today I'm still pretty sure that there's no one in this world that I completely trust except my dad.
And I trust my dad unconditionally because I know how much that love and support is there from him regardless of what I do or what he does. Just like my heavenly Father--though my dad may not always come when i call to save me, he's always on time. I've never been afraid that he would leave me. Everyone else in my life there is a fear that one day I'll wake up and they'll be completely gone from my life--by choice i mean. Sadly, the one person i trust unconditionally is also one of the oldest people in my life. This means that he literally could be taken away from me without me ever even seriously thinking about it. There are other people in my life that I know love me but that doesn't mean that I can trust them.
Anyway....I guess the conclusion is that i don't trust people. I just can't. I have yet to find someone who is not blood-related to me that I have complete faith in.
On the other hand.....i wonder if i really and truly am a trust worthy person to ANYONE on this earth? I like to think that I am, but just like all those people that I know care about me or love me but i can't trust unconditionally....i'm pretty sure that i'm that person to a lot of other people.
I'm sorry to anyone who this may be the case for.
I want to be there for you unconditionally. I can't promise that I can be, but I will try.
THE END