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Nov 30, 2004 19:44

So here I am again.
Writing in my stupid online journal.
Why do I write in my journal now after so long you ask?
I shall tell you--whoever you may be....perhaps you are only me.

I write in my journal because I am unsatisfied at the moment.
Why am I unatisfied you ask--you who my only be me....

I am unsatisfied perhaps because I hope for too much:
From People
From Myself
From Life
From the Whole ******* World

I try to rely on God alone but I constantly find myself looking to others: other people, other things, other fantasies of what may be.

Why is this you (who may be only me) ask?

Because I am weak.

Why am I weak?

I don't know.

How can I be strong?

I don't know.

Perhaps by simply exerting self-control and focusing on what is most important in life overall.

I don't know.

If there is one thing that is certain about life her on earth, it is that it is completely unpredicatable.

You may think you know.

But you have NO idea.

THE END
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