well..
hmm...
winter formal is this satuday. I didnt get asked therefore i will not be going. I didnt expect to get asked so its not like i even got my hopes up.
i hear all my friends talk about these cute little boyfriend stories about how cute they are together and how sweet they get treated and i wish i had that. Probably wont have that for a long time..:(
speech is stressing me out to the point that i just want to quit. I love performing but its my first semester of high school and it shouldnt already be like this. I need alot of help but not many people will take the time to actually help me alot. I really want to go to harvard but i dont think i will get in. Domo seems like mad and dissapointed wiht me lately.
i miss all my mountian pointe friends so much! liek i hang out with them sometimes but not really alot. i got so close to them all and then i just had to leave them all. Its hard.
i use to have the best f2f group ever. Then my leader moved away. Now she doens't even talk to us anymore. When she comes in town she doesnt even call, when we send her messages she just reads them and never responds. Its sad and depressing.
I dont really have any excitment in my life anymore. I dont go out. I just stay home. Im just a loner. I didnt mind it until lately all my friends go out...and dont invite me. Idk it just seems if i did that to them they would be pissed.
I dont know i jsut feel so out of it lately.