last night + today:
LAST NIGHT:
So there's a party tonight that I am not at.
Why?
Well, to get there, I would either have to bike or find a ride. I HATE FINDING RIDES. because I feel like a burden and I don't know who lives out in my direction, besides this one girl who I'm pretty sure isn't going... not really her scene.
TODAY:
I didn't go to the party (big surprise). I slept in... kind of. I naturally woke up at 8am... then managed to sleep in until 10 or 10:30, had a shower, leisurely got ready to go to my call for the matinee, left at 12, had the matinee... everyone went to the set designer's wedding afterwards, so I went home, figured out where I could go that would accept food stamps, bought beer and wine at this nice grocery store that I wasn't sure would accept food stamps, found out they would, and then I bought actual food with my food stamps at this place that I don't really like, but it's closest to my living quarters.
I NEED/WANT:
- a haircut. I think I want bangs back, despite how awful they were when I had them before. Not full-on bangs, but side/longer bangs - easily disguised as regular hair. Not quite like Molly's, but similar.
- new bras. Seriously. my boobs deserve better than the bras I give them. I feel like my boobs are small -- not so small that I am discontent with them... I have been told "all you need is a handful" and I have more than that! -- but it may just be that they are lacking some good support.
-new clothes. (Not really new. Thrift store.)
- an ipod. To make my many bike rides tolerable/entertaining.
- hmm... sex? but more importantly, for me, someone I want to have sex with. no matter how tempting, I cannot ever bring myself to fuck just anyone. there is no one here that I would want a sexual relationship with. there was a guy who I think is cute, and gave me signs (once) that he might be interested, but things about his personality cancelled out the desire for me. he's a nice guy, but not for me. there is a guy at work who I think is ADORABLE. but just to look at. there is no way I'd date a guy who I worked with (again).
- a climbing membership and people to climb with. This guy who I don't work with, but who works for calserves, climbs. technically, we are not supposed to "hang out" because he is a team leader and had to sign some form saying he wouldn't hang out with mentors, blah blah, but I doubt he cares. plus he has a membership, knows how to climb AND belay and seems pretty excited about it. also, I have more flab than I can be content with. seriously.
So there's a party tonight that I am not at.
Why?
Well, to get there, I would either have to bike or find a ride. I HATE FINDING RIDES. because I feel like a burden and I don't know who lives out in my direction, besides this one girl who I'm pretty sure isn't going... not really her scene.
TODAY:
I didn't go to the party (big surprise). I slept in... kind of. I naturally woke up at 8am... then managed to sleep in until 10 or 10:30, had a shower, leisurely got ready to go to my call for the matinee, left at 12, had the matinee... everyone went to the set designer's wedding afterwards, so I went home, figured out where I could go that would accept food stamps, bought beer and wine at this nice grocery store that I wasn't sure would accept food stamps, found out they would, and then I bought actual food with my food stamps at this place that I don't really like, but it's closest to my living quarters.
I NEED/WANT:
- a haircut. I think I want bangs back, despite how awful they were when I had them before. Not full-on bangs, but side/longer bangs - easily disguised as regular hair. Not quite like Molly's, but similar.
- new bras. Seriously. my boobs deserve better than the bras I give them. I feel like my boobs are small -- not so small that I am discontent with them... I have been told "all you need is a handful" and I have more than that! -- but it may just be that they are lacking some good support.
-new clothes. (Not really new. Thrift store.)
- an ipod. To make my many bike rides tolerable/entertaining.
- hmm... sex? but more importantly, for me, someone I want to have sex with. no matter how tempting, I cannot ever bring myself to fuck just anyone. there is no one here that I would want a sexual relationship with. there was a guy who I think is cute, and gave me signs (once) that he might be interested, but things about his personality cancelled out the desire for me. he's a nice guy, but not for me. there is a guy at work who I think is ADORABLE. but just to look at. there is no way I'd date a guy who I worked with (again).
- a climbing membership and people to climb with. This guy who I don't work with, but who works for calserves, climbs. technically, we are not supposed to "hang out" because he is a team leader and had to sign some form saying he wouldn't hang out with mentors, blah blah, but I doubt he cares. plus he has a membership, knows how to climb AND belay and seems pretty excited about it. also, I have more flab than I can be content with. seriously.