anyone who'd listen...
1: there is just something about me that makes people miss me a lot
2: not me. i always seem to fade into the background pretty easily
1: that's because you drive them crazy
Maybe it is true...but it's only because I care so much. I think that I'm so afraid of fading and becoming unimportant that I push people away. *sigh* I'm not expendable, dammit, and I'm tired of feeling like I am. My emotional and mental trength are at a low right now, and I'm trying so hard to get them back. I just keep trying to immerse myself in everything so I don't think about what my heart is going through. don't think, Val, don't think.
If I push harder, something will give.
to whom it may concern: call me tonight and i'll forget about yesterday. :-P
2: not me. i always seem to fade into the background pretty easily
1: that's because you drive them crazy
Maybe it is true...but it's only because I care so much. I think that I'm so afraid of fading and becoming unimportant that I push people away. *sigh* I'm not expendable, dammit, and I'm tired of feeling like I am. My emotional and mental trength are at a low right now, and I'm trying so hard to get them back. I just keep trying to immerse myself in everything so I don't think about what my heart is going through. don't think, Val, don't think.
If I push harder, something will give.
to whom it may concern: call me tonight and i'll forget about yesterday. :-P