starting to shake the demons from my tree...
Two days at the gym, and it feels damn good. I am sore, but my mind is so much clearer. Not that everything is great right now or that things with her have cleared up, but the control of thought is back. I have focus back already. I am hyper-focused on getting in shape now. And now I can even work out with Heather since I joined a gym! YAY! Thank God for $4 prescriptions. ;)
Many, many thoughts, many circular thoughts. Last effort, first effort, one and the same. Circle broken, mind broken, heart broken...I am in the process of rebuilding. And I am building. I will play out of traffic, but will walk into the fire once more...
is it a matter of time, or is time all that matters?
Many, many thoughts, many circular thoughts. Last effort, first effort, one and the same. Circle broken, mind broken, heart broken...I am in the process of rebuilding. And I am building. I will play out of traffic, but will walk into the fire once more...
is it a matter of time, or is time all that matters?