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[isis28]

i can't wait for either cairo or fredrikstad to decide.
waiting sucks.
alot.

i've been so busy creating my little 'masterpieces' (hee) that i haven't even breathed on livejournal, nevermind said anything. i think that may have been a bad metaphor.
Opening night is tonight.

lately it feels as though only opening nights exist and all other nights are mere preparation.
there is still much to do.
and the new french play for maison de culture opens on the 13th. for which i am doing all things. how do i get myself into these things?
haha all french! struggling to follow vinaver's clipped dialougue
"je voudrais trouve une valley!"

i was also pretty in love with mathieu yesterday.
we'll see if it lasts.

boy oh boy oh boy everything is going to change.
this is my last everything in mtl.
last month during nuit blanche, i was so sentemental about the old port. ridiclous really.

it's also my last month with darryl.
what a thing to write and have be real.
after this i go away and he goes to the cottage by the sea to write about cargo cults.

c'est la vie.