sooooooooooooo.
[and i’m like| 
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[and all i hear is| Feist- 1 2 3 4.]
holy jesus i should not be away from lj for this long ever again.
seriously.
wow. so junior year.
honestly, the pressure is overwhelming. we have to look at colleges and holy shit, this is it. we'll take a test which will pretty much determine our lives and then once we're there, we're there. then for the rest of our lives we'll tell people, yeah i graduated from this high school and i got my degree from here. wth. this is way too fast.
i feel like there is not enough time for anything. i mean give it a couple of years and some of us will be engaged. getting married, having a family, doing our own freaking grocery.
but who will remember who? i think that's one of my biggest fears. to never be remembered. i could just be "that girl i went to school with." but then again, who will i remember?
fuck yeah i can be deep.
oh, and for those not in the know, i am over nick. BEST FEELING EVER!!!
but i've fallen for 4 other boys.
well...3.5. actually....3. half for two of them. :]
i'm gonna go download music now.
till then.
content.]
[and all i hear is| Feist- 1 2 3 4.]
holy jesus i should not be away from lj for this long ever again.
seriously.
wow. so junior year.
honestly, the pressure is overwhelming. we have to look at colleges and holy shit, this is it. we'll take a test which will pretty much determine our lives and then once we're there, we're there. then for the rest of our lives we'll tell people, yeah i graduated from this high school and i got my degree from here. wth. this is way too fast.
i feel like there is not enough time for anything. i mean give it a couple of years and some of us will be engaged. getting married, having a family, doing our own freaking grocery.
but who will remember who? i think that's one of my biggest fears. to never be remembered. i could just be "that girl i went to school with." but then again, who will i remember?
fuck yeah i can be deep.
oh, and for those not in the know, i am over nick. BEST FEELING EVER!!!
but i've fallen for 4 other boys.
well...3.5. actually....3. half for two of them. :]
i'm gonna go download music now.
till then.