trigger
i wanna cut so bad. but i won't. not yet. maybe later. i will, i'll give in. he'll be mad, so i shouldn't.
i havent been taking my medicine, my parents r gonna find out soon im sure. i dont like it, and i dont feel like me when im on it, so i dont want it. my mom said its meds, or hospital. im screwed. i hate the damn prozac, but i really dont wanna be in a hospital either. but maybe going for a short time is better than taking medicine all my fucking life.
i feel so fat. i ate a cheeseburger and fries just a short while ago. i dont feel bloated, or like i need to purge, but i feel fatter. that sux. i think my grandmas scale is broken bcuz everytime i weigh myself, im like, "yes, not bad" then i go to the doctors and im like "wtf!" therz a huge difference in numbers.
(becoming) *ana?*
height: 5'7"
current weight: 116lbs.
highest weight: 121lbs.
lowest weight: 112lbs.
goal weight: 110 (at least)
you would think 6lbs. wouldnt be so hard to lose...
i havent been taking my medicine, my parents r gonna find out soon im sure. i dont like it, and i dont feel like me when im on it, so i dont want it. my mom said its meds, or hospital. im screwed. i hate the damn prozac, but i really dont wanna be in a hospital either. but maybe going for a short time is better than taking medicine all my fucking life.
i feel so fat. i ate a cheeseburger and fries just a short while ago. i dont feel bloated, or like i need to purge, but i feel fatter. that sux. i think my grandmas scale is broken bcuz everytime i weigh myself, im like, "yes, not bad" then i go to the doctors and im like "wtf!" therz a huge difference in numbers.
(becoming) *ana?*
height: 5'7"
current weight: 116lbs.
highest weight: 121lbs.
lowest weight: 112lbs.
goal weight: 110 (at least)
you would think 6lbs. wouldnt be so hard to lose...