Feb 16, 2003 17:15
0. Do you cut? yes
1. Who do you hide SI from? everyone possible
2. Who knows about it? my parents, bf
3. How long has it been since you last cut? a week? possibly a little longer (go me!)
4. Have you ever tried to commit suicide before? yes
5. Where do you usually cut? forearms, wrist
6. When you cut, who's usually the first to find out? chris, or mom if i cut deep and it needs 2 b cleaned
7. What's your worst experience with a fresh cut? when it wont stop bleeding
8. Do you have a fascination with scabs? no, but i'll pick them on occasion.
9. Do you like scars, yes or no? most of the time
10. Do you name your razor? no, haven't thought of that.
11. What other methods of SI do you use? thought about ana...sometimes starve myself
12. Do you dislike the term "self mutilation"? YES
13. What various ways do you use to hide cuts? wear long sleeves
14. Once cuts heal, do you still hide the scars? sometimes, depeneding on how bad they are
15. Ever been institutionalized/hospitalized for SI'ing? so close...
16. Do you ever run into problems with hiding cuts (i.e: gym change rooms)? yes, gym locker room.
17. What's the best part about cutting to you? bleeding, feeling release
18. Do you know of any songs that talk about SI (Ten Foot Pole - Late At Night excluded)? yes, jack off jill-strawberry gashes, and goo goo dolls- iris (kind of), sarah mclaughlan-angel
19. Have you ever been caught cutting/burning, etc? not yet
20. What instrument do you use to cut? razor blades, xacto knife, shards of glass (freshly shattered)
21. What causes you to cut? depression, anger, sadness,lonesome, disappointment...sometimes even boredom.
22. What do you feel afterwards? sometimes ashamed...or other times relieved
23. What is your closest Close Call? slashing my wrist
24. How long have you been doing it? uhh just ovr 2yrs? i think
25. Do you keep a razor in your bag? yes
26. Ever needed stitches for a cut so deep? no
27. Do you have someone like a therapist you talk to regularly? yes...(it blows)
28. Are your parents divorced? they never married...