Sep 28, 2004 01:08
[x] i hate myself. i've reached the point where i finally realize that i will never be happy with myself no matter what. i'll never look in a mirror and be satisfied. i will always have a feeling of disgust. i'll never step on some scales and be happy. no matter how hard i try or what i do, i will always be less than what i think i should be. and because of this undying feeling, i'll never find a girl who thinks any higher of me. so, who gives a fuck. all of this means nothing, life that is. we are born. we die. end of story. some people just have an easier time than others and unfortunately, my time is not going to be anything worth remembering...
so, i guess what i am trying to say in short is: fuck you david.