I'm so fucking happy I could cry...
[x] wow...it's been a really fucking long time since i've updated...nothing has changed really...i feel stuck in a rut again, but what else is new? just when i think i'm starting to get slightly ahead on things, shit happens and sets me back and gets me down.
[x] i've bought the new green day album last tuesday. it's really great, but it made me want to go back and listen to all of the old green day albums. i've realized that a lot of billie joe's lyrics really really relate to me, this song in paticular:
Geek Stink Breath
I'm on a mission
I made my decision
To lead a path of self destruction
A slow progression
Killing my complexion
And it's rotting out my teeth
I'm on a roll
No self control
I'm blowing off steam with methamphetamine
Don't know what I want
That's all that I've got
And I'm picking scabs off my face
Every hour my blood is turning sour
And my pulse is beating out of time
I found a treasure
filled with sick pleasure
And it sits on a thin white line
I'm on a roll
No self control
I'm blowing off steam with methamphetamine
Don't know what I want
That's all that I've got
And I'm picking scabs off my face
I'm on a mission
I got no decision
Like a cripple running the rat race
Wish in one hand shit in the other
And see which one gets filled first
I'm on a roll
No self control
I'm blowing off steam with methamphetamine
Don't know what I want
That's all that I've got
And I'm picking scabs off my face
[x] i've also realized that i have given a lot of drunken commentary lately on religion...that's a pretty fun topic to discuss when you are drunk b/c you realize how fucking absurd it is.
[x] i miss playing music. i still don't really have a direction in life. my job is irritating me. the people i work with drive me fucking crazy.
over and out...
hopefully i'll have a more upbeat entry one day...
[x] i've bought the new green day album last tuesday. it's really great, but it made me want to go back and listen to all of the old green day albums. i've realized that a lot of billie joe's lyrics really really relate to me, this song in paticular:
Geek Stink Breath
I'm on a mission
I made my decision
To lead a path of self destruction
A slow progression
Killing my complexion
And it's rotting out my teeth
I'm on a roll
No self control
I'm blowing off steam with methamphetamine
Don't know what I want
That's all that I've got
And I'm picking scabs off my face
Every hour my blood is turning sour
And my pulse is beating out of time
I found a treasure
filled with sick pleasure
And it sits on a thin white line
I'm on a roll
No self control
I'm blowing off steam with methamphetamine
Don't know what I want
That's all that I've got
And I'm picking scabs off my face
I'm on a mission
I got no decision
Like a cripple running the rat race
Wish in one hand shit in the other
And see which one gets filled first
I'm on a roll
No self control
I'm blowing off steam with methamphetamine
Don't know what I want
That's all that I've got
And I'm picking scabs off my face
[x] i've also realized that i have given a lot of drunken commentary lately on religion...that's a pretty fun topic to discuss when you are drunk b/c you realize how fucking absurd it is.
[x] i miss playing music. i still don't really have a direction in life. my job is irritating me. the people i work with drive me fucking crazy.
over and out...
hopefully i'll have a more upbeat entry one day...