Sep 03, 2004 22:17
[x] It's been a long time...how is everyone? I suppose I'm good. I'm alive.
Why does life have to be so fucking confusing all of the time? You make decisions, then you question them, then you question yourself questioning. It's odd. I wish I still had some of my close friends as close as they used to be. I wish I still had some of the things that made me comfortable. I wish I had love. I'm starting to get some kind of a 'plan' together. I also would like to live on my own. Mainly though, I just want to meet a nice girl, treat her perfectly, and live life happily ever after. Is that so much to ask? Apparently so...
I'll keep looking, but not finding. I'll keep trying to convince myself, but not believing. I'll keep living, but not truly living life.