You say goodbye, and I say hello

[isayidontknow]

[x] i am always sad. constantly. every time i eat a meal or anything at all it stresses me out b/c im constantly thinking "how many calories, fat, etc..." i hate the way i think. i hate that my moods change so quickly. i think that after my last show with shelton next wednesday night i will be a total recluse. i will work, come home, work out, get drunk on wine by myself, sleep, repeat. it's sad. it's my life. my friends dont really call me anymore to hang out.i am stuck in my thoughts for 10 hours everyday at work.

i'm officially a manager at chick fil a trussville now. yippie.

im a fucking loser. death is very inviting to me.