Jun 15, 2004 17:34
[x] i feel myself starting to slip back into depression/no motivation mode. it sucks. if things are going ok, i can find something bad. if good things happen to me, i can find a way to fuck them up. it's just how i operate i suppose.
[x] we are playing at city stages this weekend and honestly, i'm not looking forward to it at all. i just don't really give a shit. i can't wait until next wednesday night and i don't really have to worry about playing in a band for a while or whatever...