The fact that I am getting a car on Wednesday just became a lot more real to me.

I just bought the insurance policy.

So, once again, I got my hopes up too high. My work was going to let me borrow a truck. We went to the Boneyard to pick it up and discovered that it's a manual, which I can't drive, and utterly disgusting on the inside, which I can't handle.

I really need a car, but I need an education even more.

So I just lost the car. I have to give it back Tuesday night. All of my good, slightly spastic, feeling just left and I want to cry.

So...today ended on a strange note.

Work was special as it always is and at the end of the day, Gregory asked me to come in at 8am tomorrow. Then he remembered that I get a ride in with kabochan who doesn't need to be to work until 9. His older brother then chimed in that they had an older, dilapidated van that was sitting in the parking lot that I could ( Read more... )