I've almost got it all...
28 years old. Almost 30 and I'm mostly a well adjusted adult. I've got a good job with the State, I've got a car, I've got credit cards, I have a great credit score, I've almost got an apartment. I learned to love myself. I learned to enjoy almost all of my skin. I've come to terms with what I don't love about myself. Basically the only thing I'm missing IS love. I have a few lovers sure; but nothing steady, nothing emotional. I'm craving having someone to come home to, someone to cook for, someone to curl up next to and just breathe with them. Someone to build up and make a life with. Someone who fucks my soul as well as my body.
Its been 8 years since I've been in an actual proper relationship. I'm the side chick or the "friend" that's good enough to fuck but not good enough to date. I starve myself and work hard to have a better body, and its clearly been effective. They all want to try it on for size... but whats it gonna take to make someone want more than that? I have my life together, I have a lot to bring to the table. I'm not a boring bitch, I'm fun to be around. I've tried trying, I've tried not trying.... What more can I do?
Its been 8 years since I've been in an actual proper relationship. I'm the side chick or the "friend" that's good enough to fuck but not good enough to date. I starve myself and work hard to have a better body, and its clearly been effective. They all want to try it on for size... but whats it gonna take to make someone want more than that? I have my life together, I have a lot to bring to the table. I'm not a boring bitch, I'm fun to be around. I've tried trying, I've tried not trying.... What more can I do?