Aug 14, 2004 02:29
I have this feeling that we are on the verge of something and the only thing holding us back are certain peoples attitude and money. I have nothing holding me down but yet I still feel traped in this world that progress is not possible. I love the fact of not knowing the next thing that is about to happen, but that thing depends on myself and others and it's the "others" that worries me.
Huh, it's funny that righting all this out in here will make no difference what so ever but in a weird way I feel that me even thinking this is some kind of progress if any............................
Today I found a cigarette in my glove box. I am an ex-smoker if you don't know. It was hard......................................................