Rambling about my life
Life is weird. My last entry was so angry and frustrated. Holy Jeeze. I stand by what I felt, because my emotions are real and the only true guide I have for my life. However, I don't want to make hasty decisions. I've decided to chill out until orientation is over, and see what happens then. Until then, I'm not going to go out of my way to contact M.
It's odd. I was thinking, and I seem to really like school time M, but not so much with summer M. Maybe it's because she cuts you out of her life, works illegal numbers of hours at work, and then only complains about how she's broke, is so tired, and never gets any time off. But when you try and get her to chill, she gets angry because other people "don't understand" that she has a job that gives her hours...whatever. I spend too much time thinking about this. No more.
Let's focus on me. I've been updating a lot lately. I like this. I'm sure it's quite boring for other people, me going on and on about my life...but I like it. For some reason its easier to type up my thoughts than to write it. Which is weird because for the longest time I thought it was the other way around. But I guess preferences change, eh?
I've been trying to work out lately. I want to get in shape. Well, really, I just want to be healthy and not be a slob.
Also, my brother got photoshop working on my mac, so now I've been trying to teach myself how to make graphics and such. It's quite addictive, though it can be really frustrating because I don't know how everything works yet.
I miss my cousins in Germany. I miss Germany (and Europe) itself. I can't believe that it's been almost a whole year since I traveled there (not including Greece). Crazy fast how time flies. I've been daydreaming of going there again. Only this time, in my daydreams, I'm actually oversees teaching English in Turkey, and visiting Germany on my time off. I have a really lovely Turkish friend, and when she talks about Turkey, it makes me long to visit it one day. I also have a family friend who taught there for a year and she absolutely loved it. I should call her up and ask her about it. Although she is a certified teacher, so it might be different. But none the less....Hmm...
I'm going to go daydream about this some more. Wee!
It's odd. I was thinking, and I seem to really like school time M, but not so much with summer M. Maybe it's because she cuts you out of her life, works illegal numbers of hours at work, and then only complains about how she's broke, is so tired, and never gets any time off. But when you try and get her to chill, she gets angry because other people "don't understand" that she has a job that gives her hours...whatever. I spend too much time thinking about this. No more.
Let's focus on me. I've been updating a lot lately. I like this. I'm sure it's quite boring for other people, me going on and on about my life...but I like it. For some reason its easier to type up my thoughts than to write it. Which is weird because for the longest time I thought it was the other way around. But I guess preferences change, eh?
I've been trying to work out lately. I want to get in shape. Well, really, I just want to be healthy and not be a slob.
Also, my brother got photoshop working on my mac, so now I've been trying to teach myself how to make graphics and such. It's quite addictive, though it can be really frustrating because I don't know how everything works yet.
I miss my cousins in Germany. I miss Germany (and Europe) itself. I can't believe that it's been almost a whole year since I traveled there (not including Greece). Crazy fast how time flies. I've been daydreaming of going there again. Only this time, in my daydreams, I'm actually oversees teaching English in Turkey, and visiting Germany on my time off. I have a really lovely Turkish friend, and when she talks about Turkey, it makes me long to visit it one day. I also have a family friend who taught there for a year and she absolutely loved it. I should call her up and ask her about it. Although she is a certified teacher, so it might be different. But none the less....Hmm...
I'm going to go daydream about this some more. Wee!