I'm pissed
FUCK YOU.
I just called M at 10:26. And what is the first thing she says to me before even hello?
"You can't be calling here this late."
Yeah. Hi hon, love you too. Sure, you can take out all your anger on me. I apparently have no feelings for you to consider. What? You're Dad is a sleep? Okay, my bad. I honestly apologize. Will you still continue to use me as your bunching bag? Yeah? Oh, okay then. Thanks. You're the best friend, ever.
Well, fuck you and your bullshit.
I am just barely managing to hold on to my control to not call her back and fucking give her a piece of my mind. This is the same fucking girl who always give me shit for (according to her, and only her) "sounding bitchy" and "thinking I hate her and am mad at her for no apparent reason" and "taking my anger out on her".
Yeah. Bitch.
(and I don't generally call people that---but she deserves it this time).
If I didn't have to fucking plan an orientation with her, I would never talk to her again. What is wrong with her? Ever since last September, she has been moody and hating on me for reasons that she can't explain to anyone. I thought we had this all sorted out in February when she yelled at me and we finally had a "real-honest" conversation. Apparently not. Because the out-bursts have only been getting more and more frequent.
Seriously, who needs enemies, when one of you're apparent best friends makes you so angry that you cry this much?
I give up.
I am DONE.
As soon as my commitment to fynirs is done, I am avoiding you woman. I refuse to remain in an abusive relationship, whether with a boyfriend, or with a friend.
Thanks for the good times, too bad they didn't last.