Why???
I'm so gonna fail. I've been... Dilly dallying all day. Semi reading, doing other things. I mean... I made a webpage / made shirts instead of really study. I mean, I read all I plan to, but do I know it? No... I'm hoping all they ask me is like... Easy, obvious. I'm so gonna fail... Then I'm getting paranoid that only half of my list is filled. I mean, I had a patient with Endometrial Ca, but not on the list. Nor am I gonna pop her on cause... I can't study right now. I shouldn't even be typing at this point. But I need to... And I don't even know what I have in my note section.
So it was my b-day. Still is in a sense, considering I was born at 9:58 at night. I tried to post in my various journals at that time, but... For some reason on Xanga / MySpace it turned out to be 9:54... Then Friendster was slow... But then it's pacific time or something. LJ, my official is on time.
I was like... Down... Maybe the fact that I'm old. The fact I can't / shouldn't be having fun today. I should be studying... The fact today is like no other day... Mom came in to wake me up, but I was already awake. She goes I'm old. Grandma had children by my age. But she didn't get married till 35, so I've got time. Not that I feel pressure to have kids, etc. Just... Maybe I should. Anyway, later Mom screams up the stairs... We're going to East (a buffet). I'm not hungry. So I dilly dally once again, till Mom comes up saying she's hypoglycemic. She then hovers around till I get out of my room...
Went to Michaels afterward... Bought more tshirts. Made the little boys, little ABz tour shirts. Bought some shirts for Alb. He wants to make some Abz shirts too. Hehe. Then I got an extra grey shirt. A purple shirt for my TFCA thing and a white shirt to remake my Cath'lic shirt. All made... Well not Alb's stuff. Such a procrastinator!
Did I forget I watched Psych all day too?
Oh yeah, I tried my hour study, hour play... But that went out the window. Then... The hour studying took forever! But then it really ended when we went out to eat. Ugh...
Oh yeah, back to making the shirts... Well... I was in target. I almost bought a freaking CD player for Alex, just so he can listen to the freaking CD I burned him. But then... It's a CD player, it's practically obsolete. No way in hell am I shelling out for an MP3 player. But then I'm thinking... I'm gonna end up being the rich Godmother spoiling him... So yeah. I didn't buy him anything.
Then with that B-day wish I made myself... Did they do the whole Flan thing in the show? And that Mark made it? I know they had a problem with the cart. It stopped squeaking a few days back, so they just wheel it off stage, no pomp and circumstance... :(
I finally asked Dad if I can go to Queens on Thurs... He came up later and asked if I'm drinking. Uh... I had a weird look on my face, then said, no, I don't drink. Geeze... Ask anyone.
OK, I got to sleep.
So it was my b-day. Still is in a sense, considering I was born at 9:58 at night. I tried to post in my various journals at that time, but... For some reason on Xanga / MySpace it turned out to be 9:54... Then Friendster was slow... But then it's pacific time or something. LJ, my official is on time.
I was like... Down... Maybe the fact that I'm old. The fact I can't / shouldn't be having fun today. I should be studying... The fact today is like no other day... Mom came in to wake me up, but I was already awake. She goes I'm old. Grandma had children by my age. But she didn't get married till 35, so I've got time. Not that I feel pressure to have kids, etc. Just... Maybe I should. Anyway, later Mom screams up the stairs... We're going to East (a buffet). I'm not hungry. So I dilly dally once again, till Mom comes up saying she's hypoglycemic. She then hovers around till I get out of my room...
Went to Michaels afterward... Bought more tshirts. Made the little boys, little ABz tour shirts. Bought some shirts for Alb. He wants to make some Abz shirts too. Hehe. Then I got an extra grey shirt. A purple shirt for my TFCA thing and a white shirt to remake my Cath'lic shirt. All made... Well not Alb's stuff. Such a procrastinator!
Did I forget I watched Psych all day too?
Oh yeah, I tried my hour study, hour play... But that went out the window. Then... The hour studying took forever! But then it really ended when we went out to eat. Ugh...
Oh yeah, back to making the shirts... Well... I was in target. I almost bought a freaking CD player for Alex, just so he can listen to the freaking CD I burned him. But then... It's a CD player, it's practically obsolete. No way in hell am I shelling out for an MP3 player. But then I'm thinking... I'm gonna end up being the rich Godmother spoiling him... So yeah. I didn't buy him anything.
Then with that B-day wish I made myself... Did they do the whole Flan thing in the show? And that Mark made it? I know they had a problem with the cart. It stopped squeaking a few days back, so they just wheel it off stage, no pomp and circumstance... :(
I finally asked Dad if I can go to Queens on Thurs... He came up later and asked if I'm drinking. Uh... I had a weird look on my face, then said, no, I don't drink. Geeze... Ask anyone.
OK, I got to sleep.