Starting my #PostMassEntry before we go out...

Mar 12, 2023 20:14

The Aunts want to go to the grocery later.  They are tired of Chinese food.  I wonder which grocery they want to go to.  I only know of Uncle G.  But...  I think they used to go to Best (which is now closed) or C town near the village.  I also have to pick up my meds.  Maybe get bagels for the week.  But then again, maybe I should eat my leftover IHOP...

For some reason I had it in my mind that the time change was we gained an hour of sleep.  But then I woke up with my alarm and it was dark out.  That being said, I was fully awake and couldn't snooze till 7:15.  I did my prayers, showered...  I then heard the Aunts in the bathroom.  When I was about to go down, I actually heard them in the kitchen.  They were just cooking.  They gave me money for their IHOP and told me to get them a Chicken Fiesta omelet.

Mass.  I got there early again.  I probably left the house a minute earlier, but due to hitting mostly greens I was there very early.  I didn't go and pray at our candle.  But I just sat there.  Our normal neighbors weren't around.  Not that I speak to them anyway...  But I don't know...  I just wanted someone to stop by, say hi or something.  Having Mom by my side is a comfort.  And...  I pray that by some miracle that I can stay in my parish for life...  But at the same time...  I'm lonely.  Aside from my priest who do I talk to?  The deacon passes by and...  I was half hoping he'd stop by and ask where Mom was.  Anyway...

Mass proper.  They always sing songs that are in the Breviary and...  I still cannot remember the tunes when they come up.  Or I'll get the first line, but then lose the tune.  I think it actually has the notations in the back, but I'm too lazy to try to sight read or go to the piano and work out the tune.  Maybe I need to move my piano to my #Prayerspace!  HAHAHAHA!!!  Anyway, homily.  Fr. I mentioned the theme of the readings was thirst.  How typically when people want to find water they'll dig a hole and expect water to come up.  But then God told Moses to hit a rock.  He mentioned that the desert in Exodus / Lent is difficult, but God was on the rock, so we're never alone.  He also mentioned like people will ask if there is a point in Lent, in fasting, penance, confession...  He then mentioned the gospel...  How the woman at the well went from calling him sir, to a prophet then to Christ.  That lent is a journey toward newness in Easter.  Lol...  I feel like my "summary" is all over the place, but yeah, that's what I got out of it.

I guess that's all I really need to write for now.  They want to leave at 12.  It's 11:42 now.  Leaving this open till when we come back from shopping...

1:46 P.M.  Back home.

We ended up just going to Uncle Giuseppe's.  Bought mostly chicken and veg.  Tita Carmen was looking for a whole ham.  But...  We didn't see one.  I wasn't gonna eat it all anyway!  They also offered to buy me chips and / or popcorn.  I said if they wanted it.  They did not.  We also have microwave popcorn at home.  Oh yeah, I also went to pick up my meds.  Before we went home also got bagels at the local bagel place.  It was past 12 and I swear I still saw people from my church there!  Maybe the Mom was a reader at the 11:30 Mass?

Do the vegs need to be refrigerated?

I've been needing to order from Costco, but I feel weird ordering for delivery when the Aunts send me out for other stuff.  All I really need are freezer bags for my bagels.  I did find "used" ones that had stale tortilla chips in them and nuts which I reused.  We also needed paper towel.  But then I found a few more rolls buried in the junk in the laundry room.  So it can probably wait till Mom and 7500centfish are back.

Reddit post.  Someone asked if there was a piece of fictional media that helped them either join the Church or become closer to God.  I mean...  Time wise it was years ago, but I kinda feel like Brideshead Revisited is part of my current journey.  I just commented that I'm a fan of British period dramas and went into it knowing nothing about it.  I kinda think my time line is all messed up as well.  Because...  At some point, I think on the Feast of the Assumption I had a moment with the Eucharist.  I then started going to confession, met with Fr. I.  But...  I think my years are messed up.  Like...  I thought it was in 2018 that I had my moment, but then I met with Fr. I in June?  And...  I wasn't really writing in my journal all that much at the time.  So...  My memory is crap!  Wait, 2020 is when I met with Sr. Pat, so maybe 2019 I met with Fr. I, so Aug of 2018 I had my moment and started going to confession?  This is the first entry I seem to hint at anything.  It then took me almost 3 months to go to confession!

I started wearing a scapular again.

Time jump.  6ish.

Emptied the trash.  I won't put it out.  It's only 1 bag.  Mom usually puts it out with 2 bags+.  I watered the plants.  Did my files...  Dishes.  Pretty much waiting for the clock to run.

I've seen a few Clue first watches and...  In a sense it hasn't aged well.  People don't get / are confused by everyone gasping at the whole Mr. Green being gay and the whole socialist / communist thing.

When I came down this AM, Tita Carmen asked me if I saw some pic about some relatives from my Dad's side.  What picture?  I asked 7500centfish and she said she had no clue either.  Said they've only been meeting with both sides of Mom's family.  Unless we have some weird double relation.  I know my cousin married someone from Mom's hometown.  And my cousin's cousin married one of 7500centfish's classmate's cousins?  Lol.

Meeting with Fr. I.

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