#ChurchCrush is coming to visit.

Aug 06, 2022 19:48

Lol...  I chose to not go to the mall...  As they left Tita Evelyn in like I have a visitor.  Yeah...  And I haven't showered, I'm disgusting and my hair is a mess!  They made a big stink like something is wrong.  No...  I just don't want to go.  All I do is sit there!  I thought of meeting them for lunch.  But...  I don't even want to eat, so...  I started my laundry.  I'll probably tan and read a bit.  cc 7500centfish

Wondering if I should adjust my reading schedule.  I have it set to finish Orthodoxy in I think 6 weeks?  But...  I'm only reading 3 pages instead of 5 to 6 in the AM.  I just don't have the time.  Or...  Should I leave it as is and catch up on the weekend?  I read a bit already this AM, but still have 10 pages to read, which is doable.  But...  I'd also like to do pleasure reading which I seem to only do on the weekend / when tanning.  I'll probably finish The Clocks.

Went to get my blood drawn this AM.  I guess they changed the system?  Before you can walk in, just enter your name and they call you.  But this time the tablet check in was like scan your barcode with you appt info.  If you need to be seen ASAP ask for assistance otherwise here are other locations...  So I just sat a bit and waited to see someone.  So when they came out to call the next patient, I just asked if they no longer accept walk ins.  They told me to just click the help and I'm given a number.  They'll call it when it's my turn, but appts take priority.  Ok.  It wasn't a long wait.  Maybe I came too early compared to other times?  Because I've never had to "Wait" before.  There were like 5 people before me, but it went through quickly.  But OMG I had to pee!  I usually pee after work, drink my water.  But...  I didn't have to pee by the time I went to bed so I didn't.  But then I woke up at like 3 having to pee, but still didn't.  Come 7.  OMG...  I was able to hold it in time for when I was seen.  But yeah...  Need to pee before bed next time.

Was thinking...  I struggle...  I feel like I share things to share my joy.  Like...  I'll post about going to confession or that I donated to so and so.  But...  I know there is that thing about not bragging, having your reward on earth vs heaven.  But...  Is it all about intent?  Because I don't do it to brag.  As I said, I just want to share my joy and have someone to share that joy with me.  And...  If I should influence someone to do the same...  Like...  One day I bumped into Gloria's sister as I left work and I always sign my self, cross myself as I leave.  Part of me was hesitant to do so with her Mom sitting outside, but I did it anyway.  Her Mom then waved at me.  I waved back.  Part of me wanted to be seen...

Youtube.  Lol.  I completely forgot the title and immediately thought it was some rheumatic / viral thing.  But yeah, the point of the vid was just because someone is obese doesn't mean all their issues stem from that.  You could miss a diagnosis.  Like I wonder if in the real world I would pick up on that or would I be lazy and not do the work and just treat symptoms.

Thinking of what Tita Evelyn said again.  Like...  Why would she think I'm meeting with someone?  It's not like I've hid things from them in the past.  Well, no that's not entirely true...  I told Mom to not tell them about certain things.  But...  Like they know when I stay home to go to appts, thinking of it when I need to go to confession.  Knew that time when I met with my priest.  So...  Yeah, who and why would I meet with anyone?  Like now I'm thinking...  If in some biazarro world say I meet someone, even say #ChurchCrush.  Like...  I know if I don't introduce the guy he'll be blacklisted forever, but at the same time, the gossip!

3:22 P.M.  They came and have gone.  They brought me Shake of the Shack.  Anyway...  They asked Mom why I didn't come.  She didn't know.  They now think I'm mad at Mom.  *sigh*  I just don't want to go!  I wanted to relax!  Anyway...  I was out tanning.  I didn't whip out my kiddie pool.  Afterward I went to shower, but...  I still feel like I smell.  It's probably like old boogers in my nose.

I finished the Clocks.  I was enjoying it, but then when they got Poirot to explain what had happened, I was like what?  Like...  I felt like it came out of left field.  Not sure what I will read next.  Think I might try a non Agatha Christie mystery book.

catholicism, playing doctor, books, #churchcrush

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