dont be a dick
I hate when people say "I need time to get to know myself',
or "get to know yourself-before-"....
Try to make sense of this.
as human beings we never stop evolving, learning, and changing.
who i am now is not who i was five years ago,
i don't even think those two ppl are related.
nor am i related to the person i will be in 5 years.
so i can't get to know myself,
but there are key aspects,
that allow us to have a sort of idea, of who we are,
like, a movie preview
we are always growing,
mentally, as well as physically.
and furthermore, why should one bother taking years getting to know oneself
when you will only be a different person by the time you are 'done'.
i know that i am a unmotivated, dramatic, emotional who falls in love far too quick, far too easily.But im changing....I'm not in love im letting myself fall but im doing it with time....so i wont fall and die.......I wont fall unless I know ill be caught.
I also know that I am a good person. and ive convinced myself far too many times
that i am not.I have so much to offer someone that would fall in love with me....I will treat them in every way they are suppost to be treated I wont take thier love for granted....I would live to make it work...Im not as nerdy as I appear...and i know that Im not drop dead gorgeous im not soo ugly am i>>>I know that I feel like a piece of worthless shit alot of the time... but Its natural emotion...for the most beautiful people there is..... i show it with my depression and push people away. but ive learned
from being jealous, and from my immaturity. life is nothing if you arent having a good time. I dont take my selfish wants seriously as much anymore, and well you shouldn't either.
I am not a serious person, but chances are I do care about you, and that
is serious, because when you are a dick to me, it'll hurt me.
when you ignore and neglect me, I'll hurt.
as cold as I am, and as mature as I try to be
Ill cry like a fucking child ....when you get over your initial being nice to me phase and are a dick to me for the first time, you'll make me wonder what I did so wrong
and though I regret nothing, I'll wish things we're different.
lesson of the day:dont hurt me...noone deserves pain ..unless they are seriously sick pshyco people who kill and live to cause pain...bottom line....don't be a dick.
difficult? fuck yea
IMPOSSIBLE. maybe......hahah NO its not impossible
or "get to know yourself-before-"....
Try to make sense of this.
as human beings we never stop evolving, learning, and changing.
who i am now is not who i was five years ago,
i don't even think those two ppl are related.
nor am i related to the person i will be in 5 years.
so i can't get to know myself,
but there are key aspects,
that allow us to have a sort of idea, of who we are,
like, a movie preview
we are always growing,
mentally, as well as physically.
and furthermore, why should one bother taking years getting to know oneself
when you will only be a different person by the time you are 'done'.
i know that i am a unmotivated, dramatic, emotional who falls in love far too quick, far too easily.But im changing....I'm not in love im letting myself fall but im doing it with time....so i wont fall and die.......I wont fall unless I know ill be caught.
I also know that I am a good person. and ive convinced myself far too many times
that i am not.I have so much to offer someone that would fall in love with me....I will treat them in every way they are suppost to be treated I wont take thier love for granted....I would live to make it work...Im not as nerdy as I appear...and i know that Im not drop dead gorgeous im not soo ugly am i>>>I know that I feel like a piece of worthless shit alot of the time... but Its natural emotion...for the most beautiful people there is..... i show it with my depression and push people away. but ive learned
from being jealous, and from my immaturity. life is nothing if you arent having a good time. I dont take my selfish wants seriously as much anymore, and well you shouldn't either.
I am not a serious person, but chances are I do care about you, and that
is serious, because when you are a dick to me, it'll hurt me.
when you ignore and neglect me, I'll hurt.
as cold as I am, and as mature as I try to be
Ill cry like a fucking child ....when you get over your initial being nice to me phase and are a dick to me for the first time, you'll make me wonder what I did so wrong
and though I regret nothing, I'll wish things we're different.
lesson of the day:dont hurt me...noone deserves pain ..unless they are seriously sick pshyco people who kill and live to cause pain...bottom line....don't be a dick.
difficult? fuck yea
IMPOSSIBLE. maybe......hahah NO its not impossible