Why me??

[irvingq]

So again I am duped out of another lady by the infamous Pretty Boy Extrodinaire. Why does that boy get all the girls? He really isn't that cute!!! And yet....there must still be a way for me to compete. I found out that my name is a regal sounding one. This girl I meet tonight(lo and behold, she has a boyfriend; I should be used to it by now) tells me she has always liked the name. Alot of good that really does me now. Then Pretty Boy sneak attacks the only single one at the table(let me say that I was the one originally sitting next to her) and jumps down for the kill....it's okay though. Surprise is a beautiful thing!! :) So tired. Why? I'm still trying to figure it out myself. My body is okay in the restful department, but my mind is racked with thoughts, visions, and answers(most not good) from the time I wake to the time I go to bed. To truly sleep is a blessing nowadays for me.

Touching is bad, but don't stop. It brings out emotions I have, had, and will have for some time to come. Just don't forget....still waiting(like a dumnb ass; when will I learn).

The one thing in my book that can damn near excommunicate my friends from me is LYING!! Please don't do it. Be up front and honest; it will take you a LONG way with me. Also try to think of people around you before you do or say something. It will keep you out of a lot of trouble, hassles, and things of that nature. Selfishness is a very bad virture that can only yield bad results(take it from me, I know).

I think sleep is finally going to overtake me. Off to wonderland.