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i texted Mac about a game they played recently, we won again.... there's a game starting about now that I wanted to go to but Jr's having car problems =/...
well anyway, he texted back saying they won 2-1 and ask how I've been... I was shocked that he wanted to keep conversation.... so I just said fair, and you? he said "It's complicated. I feel great inside but my finger hurts"
why that's complicated I don't know... but he ended the conv two texts later with an "i had a long day and I'm tired"
so I think Big ol Bubba was wrong... of course Mac feeling great lately doesn't really mean anything, but I still think Bubba lied or something...
I don't think I should mess with it anymore... I think I'll just wait for someone better.... Alan said something but couples that break up, whether there's a competition on who could hook up first and I said "well, if there were, I lost... and that sucks" sarcastically and he said "who's you're boyfriend" me-"...I don't.... have one" i thought he knew that... and he froze and looked over to the other guy that was standing there "Heidi.... does not have a boyfriend. Can you believe this? I thought you'd have a boyfriend constantly" .... yeah.... maybe if I weren't a loser and actually knew some decent people at the school.... but I'm still looking.... alan told me ".... just get a boyfriend" like it's easy and any one'll do.... no.... I don't think I'll find someone decent for a while... but that doesn't mean a thing... not like the end of the world...
well it's smoky in this room and I have a headache... I'm gonna go mope around or watch Malcom in the Middle... or.... do homework.... or something...
well anyway, he texted back saying they won 2-1 and ask how I've been... I was shocked that he wanted to keep conversation.... so I just said fair, and you? he said "It's complicated. I feel great inside but my finger hurts"
why that's complicated I don't know... but he ended the conv two texts later with an "i had a long day and I'm tired"
so I think Big ol Bubba was wrong... of course Mac feeling great lately doesn't really mean anything, but I still think Bubba lied or something...
I don't think I should mess with it anymore... I think I'll just wait for someone better.... Alan said something but couples that break up, whether there's a competition on who could hook up first and I said "well, if there were, I lost... and that sucks" sarcastically and he said "who's you're boyfriend" me-"...I don't.... have one" i thought he knew that... and he froze and looked over to the other guy that was standing there "Heidi.... does not have a boyfriend. Can you believe this? I thought you'd have a boyfriend constantly" .... yeah.... maybe if I weren't a loser and actually knew some decent people at the school.... but I'm still looking.... alan told me ".... just get a boyfriend" like it's easy and any one'll do.... no.... I don't think I'll find someone decent for a while... but that doesn't mean a thing... not like the end of the world...
well it's smoky in this room and I have a headache... I'm gonna go mope around or watch Malcom in the Middle... or.... do homework.... or something...