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ok... I was talking about this Mac thing with Bubba again... he said that Christa's mean to him and that the main reason he can't dump her is because he's afraid of her friends hating him.... what I think is he should be a MAN for once and dump her if he doesn't like her.... her friends probably wouldn't freak out as much as he believes...
but Bubba saying that Mac said he wants to go back out with me.... I still don't believe it... he doesn't look at me, doesn't wait for me when walking from 7th to buses.... not even on accident (you walk at a slower pace than usual and "accidentally" and convienantly start walking beside some one.... that thing) never talks me... Bubba said that's cuz he's still hurt.... but come on...
I was talking to Mike about it and he makes sense... we agreed that I should tell him to grow some balls and dump her, and since Christa's my friend, I shouldn't jump into a relationship with him because I don't want Christa hating me, she's really cool, and ever since she's been going out with Mac she's seem happier. I'm happy for her.... but I don't think they're right for each other and Mac goes through girls like...... like Homer Simpson goes through dounuts.... and yet he's always the one to get dumped.... I think he's constantly on rebound....
I confessed my crush on him to Kayla on the bus on the way home.... her usual bus companions, and best friends, weren't here today so she asked me to sit with her. We talked the whole time, it was great, but the first thing she asked me was "Do you have a crush on anyone?" and I don't know her enough to trust her with secrets... even though this isn't exactly some serious secret.... but she is friend's with Christa and I didn't want an enemy of Christa... so I didn't want to tell her.... and she guessed and guessed and guessed, and I gave her cluse simply by a yes and a no.... and she finally said "Mac?...it's Mac.... is it Mac?!? *see me blushing tho I'm saying 'no-now no more guesses* *grins* IT"S MAC!" then of course she asked why I dumped him in the first place .... I told her I'd have to explain...
ok.... but at least I got this settled.... I really outta stop asking others for opinons just cuz I dunno how to think for myself... a bad habit... *sigh*
but I do feel better....
I was watching Mac in the guitar room (my piano I usually play at faces the guitar room, and because of the glass window things, you can see right in) but I was watching him because he pulled out something.... and I assume it was his cellphone, and he was freaking out but jumping and smiling and cheering... then he glance over to me but I highly doubt he could tell I was looking... and then he did it again... well... in a different way, but still makin a scene...then he glanced to me again... and that's bothering me.... why would he do that? I texted him last night... wishing him luck on his baseball game.... but that couldn't be it.... think he was just looking over to see if anyone in the piano room was watching and I'm just paranoid...
stupid redneck.... I still dunno whether to trust him or not.... so without proof, I suppose it would hurt less in the long run not to trust him *noddles*
that's enough typing, I'm gonna try and find a good book to read now...
but Bubba saying that Mac said he wants to go back out with me.... I still don't believe it... he doesn't look at me, doesn't wait for me when walking from 7th to buses.... not even on accident (you walk at a slower pace than usual and "accidentally" and convienantly start walking beside some one.... that thing) never talks me... Bubba said that's cuz he's still hurt.... but come on...
I was talking to Mike about it and he makes sense... we agreed that I should tell him to grow some balls and dump her, and since Christa's my friend, I shouldn't jump into a relationship with him because I don't want Christa hating me, she's really cool, and ever since she's been going out with Mac she's seem happier. I'm happy for her.... but I don't think they're right for each other and Mac goes through girls like...... like Homer Simpson goes through dounuts.... and yet he's always the one to get dumped.... I think he's constantly on rebound....
I confessed my crush on him to Kayla on the bus on the way home.... her usual bus companions, and best friends, weren't here today so she asked me to sit with her. We talked the whole time, it was great, but the first thing she asked me was "Do you have a crush on anyone?" and I don't know her enough to trust her with secrets... even though this isn't exactly some serious secret.... but she is friend's with Christa and I didn't want an enemy of Christa... so I didn't want to tell her.... and she guessed and guessed and guessed, and I gave her cluse simply by a yes and a no.... and she finally said "Mac?...it's Mac.... is it Mac?!? *see me blushing tho I'm saying 'no-now no more guesses* *grins* IT"S MAC!" then of course she asked why I dumped him in the first place .... I told her I'd have to explain...
ok.... but at least I got this settled.... I really outta stop asking others for opinons just cuz I dunno how to think for myself... a bad habit... *sigh*
but I do feel better....
I was watching Mac in the guitar room (my piano I usually play at faces the guitar room, and because of the glass window things, you can see right in) but I was watching him because he pulled out something.... and I assume it was his cellphone, and he was freaking out but jumping and smiling and cheering... then he glance over to me but I highly doubt he could tell I was looking... and then he did it again... well... in a different way, but still makin a scene...then he glanced to me again... and that's bothering me.... why would he do that? I texted him last night... wishing him luck on his baseball game.... but that couldn't be it.... think he was just looking over to see if anyone in the piano room was watching and I'm just paranoid...
stupid redneck.... I still dunno whether to trust him or not.... so without proof, I suppose it would hurt less in the long run not to trust him *noddles*
that's enough typing, I'm gonna try and find a good book to read now...