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Sep 02, 2005 16:09

I guess you could say these were my two favorite boys. Even though they both hurt me. They were worth it and I still love them to death. This is how it all started

Brad

Brad, my ex was the best thing that happened to me. I met him off a friend and got his email. I didn't really talk to him much but I notice little things and one day after a long time I realized his name wasn't Brad loves - we'll call her "Sara". So I asked why and he said he wasn't dating her anymore. So then I started talking to him a lot and I realized he was the nicest guy I met. I fell for him aswell. I would come on msn just to talk to him. I found out we had a lot in common. He asked me to call one day and I found out he lived really close to me. We started hanging out and he asked me to call him he made up a nickname for me "Baby Duckie" and put I love my Baby Duckie in his name. I was in love with this boy I made a nickname for him and put it in my name. He asked me out and we started dating. He told me his ex wanted to meet me, and that she could be a bitch soo to watch out. I didn't believe him. He told me she was telling him things that she would say about him to break us up. I believed him because I watched him cry over it. She started sending me hate mail saying I was such a bitch and dirt and that I was the reason they broke up... I didn't really talk to him when they were dating. She said that I should stop calling and she hated me and told me what she would do if I didn't. She started saying shit bout him and saying how I was a booty call. I dated him for a while. Best boyfriend ever. But somehow Holly managed to break us up. And she asked him out and he said yeah... Unfortunately. I was dumped. I was heartbroken and I said I didn't care but he knew I was and he was really sorry emo crying and shit.. I told him it was a bad move and I turned out to be right when she dumped him the other day. I didn't want to say I told you so so I said sorry to hear that. I miss him every day but I know it was for a reason. I love him to death and I want him to know but I don't want to tell him. Maybe he'll be mine again. Sometime..

Joey

So last summer I totally fell for this guy Joey. He was so sweet and he would always hang with me sometimes ditch friends for me, and ALWAYS walk me home. I would spend every day out with him and his sister. He was really the only reason I went out. I really wanted to make him my boyfriend, but you know how guys are, they don't get signals easy. I tried all summer we flirted back and forth and one day he told me how he felt. It was awkward we were both taken and I am a major flirt so I would give him hugs and one day he didn't let go and pulled me closer. I asked. "Don't you have a girlfriend?" And He said yeah but I hate her and she's a bitch, and I said oh you're pretty hot you know and he said thanks, so are you. And he kissed me I was in HEAVEN! I was sooooo happy! We spent the rest of the day flirting cuddling ex. I kissed him at the end of the day and I don't regret it at all.. The cheating and shit. I was so happy until the next day. This girl I hated majorly - We'll call her "Teddy" Was claiming to kill herself. Being the gentlemen Joey was, he went to make her feel better. By the end of the day he asked her out. I was majorly pissed! I wanted him soo bad.. and my worst rival [at the time] got to date him?! A couple days later he moved. Noone knew he was moving really and if they did they didn't know when. And what was the worst part? I didn't get to say bye because he spent the day with Teddy and I didn't see him... I was so sad. I cried for a while... but I got over it. I still think about him when I look at the stars because I remember laying on him looking at the stars and he promised we would come out at 9 one day and look at them. I tried phoning Chandra [Joey's sister] a couple times, but stopped. A couple days ago me and Teddy were hanging [we're good friends now] and I tried to call Chandra on her phone, and found out it wasn't a number anymore. Joey; I don't think I'll ever get to see him again. But I will always remember him.
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