i don't like being lied to cause i tend to lose trust in people, but i feel more like i was in a group that was lied to and not lied to specifically so that doesn't feel as bad
and, honestly, i don't see why going to a community college should be something to hide. it's not like we're going to judge you for it. we'd judge you more for lying about something like that for so long a time rather than for where you went to school
Yeah I'm sorry for that. That's what I was really worried about making this post, just losing everyone's trust.
Well it wasn't the community college part, it was the boastful manner after I was to accepted into VT so I was just so ashamed after they rescinded it. So it was a pride thing and was trying to save face by not telling about what happened.
just don't feel like you've lost me as a friend. i'm shocked and all, but, i mean, it's not like a lie that affects me or anything, so i'm just like "oh..."
I'm just sad you thought you had to keep going to community college a secret. That's nothing to be ashamed of. Having problems at home that lead to grades slipping isn't anything to be ashamed of. Life happens. Did you honestly think any of us (that are your real friends) would care that your grades slipped and you had to attend a community college?
I'm sad you lied, but not angry and it's certainly not something I'd hold a grudge for! I just hope you don't continue to feel the need to keep such big secrets about something that the people who love you would never hold against you.
Well like I said to Amy, it wasn't the community college part I was ashamed of. Yeah, I don't know I always felt like it was more of an excuse but after going to sleep and waking up to constant fighting in the house it gets to you after awhile.
Not anymore after this whole ordeal, honestly the accumulating guilt was killing me inside and I was no longer who I used to be and I hated it. Thanks so much for your support and I'll be sure not to betray your trust again.
(I went to Mason a couple weeks ago during break and huge wave of nostalgia came over me.)
I don't think any less of you. I mean, you've been trying to improve your situation while being productive, and that's admirable. I'm not so much upset about the deception as shocked, and I realize how much courage it takes to admit it here to us now, so don't feel too bad.
The last two years have taken a lot out of me and I'm not really where I'm supposed to be in life. Kinda depressing to hear all the graduation talk when I should be graduating too but it's my own fault.
So did not expect this... My mind still hasn't quite sorted it out yet but I can at least say that it's not jumping in the hatred direction.
My biggest reaction right now is that it's too bad I'll never get to visit Blacksburg again with both you and K1 there... it's been a lot of fun in the past...
But yeah... I may have something more profound to say when I sort this all out in my mind... but I think that we can stay buddies, regardless...
Yeah it's a big revelation that has been a long time coming.
It is rather convoluted but only because I made it so. It will be sad not being able to hang out in blacksburg but we'll have N.Va next year since we'll all be there.
Sorry to have caused such problems and I'm glad you think we can but it would be terrible if that wasn't the case. -_-
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i don't like being lied to cause i tend to lose trust in people, but i feel more like i was in a group that was lied to and not lied to specifically so that doesn't feel as bad
and, honestly, i don't see why going to a community college should be something to hide. it's not like we're going to judge you for it. we'd judge you more for lying about something like that for so long a time rather than for where you went to school
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Well it wasn't the community college part, it was the boastful manner after I was to accepted into VT so I was just so ashamed after they rescinded it. So it was a pride thing and was trying to save face by not telling about what happened.
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just don't feel like you've lost me as a friend. i'm shocked and all, but, i mean, it's not like a lie that affects me or anything, so i'm just like "oh..."
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I figured that would be the case but still nice to hear.
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I'm sad you lied, but not angry and it's certainly not something I'd hold a grudge for! I just hope you don't continue to feel the need to keep such big secrets about something that the people who love you would never hold against you.
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Not anymore after this whole ordeal, honestly the accumulating guilt was killing me inside and I was no longer who I used to be and I hated it. Thanks so much for your support and I'll be sure not to betray your trust again.
(I went to Mason a couple weeks ago during break and huge wave of nostalgia came over me.)
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The last two years have taken a lot out of me and I'm not really where I'm supposed to be in life. Kinda depressing to hear all the graduation talk when I should be graduating too but it's my own fault.
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So did not expect this... My mind still hasn't quite sorted it out yet but I can at least say that it's not jumping in the hatred direction.
My biggest reaction right now is that it's too bad I'll never get to visit Blacksburg again with both you and K1 there... it's been a lot of fun in the past...
But yeah... I may have something more profound to say when I sort this all out in my mind... but I think that we can stay buddies, regardless...
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It is rather convoluted but only because I made it so. It will be sad not being able to hang out in blacksburg but we'll have N.Va next year since we'll all be there.
Sorry to have caused such problems and I'm glad you think we can but it would be terrible if that wasn't the case.
-_-
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