I'll feel so much better after this
Hey hey everyone.
I know, I know. It's been a long time since I've posted anything here but you know I try my best to keep up to date on you guys at least. So you for me to take the time to post something myself is a bit out of the ordinary, well what can I say, these are not ordinary circumstances.
For the last two years I've been lying about where I've been going to school. Yeah..... I was truthful about being accepted into VT but following some issues at home my grades slipped one semester and VT decided to rescind their offer of admission. So for the last two years I've been living in Blacksburg with K1 pretending to be going to VT but was actually just going to a nearby community college trying to get back into VT. Well it's pretty hard to transfer into VT and apparently I was lucky enough that one time and haven't been since.
So the parents and I decided would just be best to come back home then go back to GMU and finish my degree there. So I've already moved out of my apartment down in Blacksburg and I'm back home in N. Va.
I know the circumstances don't excuse me from lying to all of you for the past two years and honestly I've suffered from all the lies I've had to concoct (depression, self-loathing, with a tad of possible alcoholism). I'm not proud of the person I've become and I'm sorry, to some this may not matter at all and others may be appalled. I've already lost one friend because of what I've done and I'd hate to lose anymore because you guys are the best.
Well that's about it. Again, I apologize and I hope you all can forgive me. I'll be in Chile for the next two weeks to attend my grandparents 50th anniversary and I'm not certain about the internet there so I may not be around much.
I hope you guys will understand and see how ashamed I am for what I've done. Thanks for taking the time to read this.
I know, I know. It's been a long time since I've posted anything here but you know I try my best to keep up to date on you guys at least. So you for me to take the time to post something myself is a bit out of the ordinary, well what can I say, these are not ordinary circumstances.
For the last two years I've been lying about where I've been going to school. Yeah..... I was truthful about being accepted into VT but following some issues at home my grades slipped one semester and VT decided to rescind their offer of admission. So for the last two years I've been living in Blacksburg with K1 pretending to be going to VT but was actually just going to a nearby community college trying to get back into VT. Well it's pretty hard to transfer into VT and apparently I was lucky enough that one time and haven't been since.
So the parents and I decided would just be best to come back home then go back to GMU and finish my degree there. So I've already moved out of my apartment down in Blacksburg and I'm back home in N. Va.
I know the circumstances don't excuse me from lying to all of you for the past two years and honestly I've suffered from all the lies I've had to concoct (depression, self-loathing, with a tad of possible alcoholism). I'm not proud of the person I've become and I'm sorry, to some this may not matter at all and others may be appalled. I've already lost one friend because of what I've done and I'd hate to lose anymore because you guys are the best.
Well that's about it. Again, I apologize and I hope you all can forgive me. I'll be in Chile for the next two weeks to attend my grandparents 50th anniversary and I'm not certain about the internet there so I may not be around much.
I hope you guys will understand and see how ashamed I am for what I've done. Thanks for taking the time to read this.