Ffffffff...ail...
So getting back into the school routine now that the tennis season is over has been...well, lackluster, as far as I'm concerned. About as lackluster as our efforts at tournaments. I keep hearing various sempai whining and worrying over their futures and what colleges to go to after this year, but since I'm a second year, I'm not in the same boat as all of them. It's just back to everyday life for me. It's kinda depressing thinking about it. ...They're all leaving after this year. Then it'll be just me and Muromachi and Dan. ...And Kita. But it's not like he does anything when Nitobe isn't around. ...Makes me feel kinda lonely. I didn't have to deal with this back in middle school. I still had all my friends with me back then. ...Not this time, though. I'm losing the few friends I've truly made here. I'm losing my doubles partner. It's bad enough that we lost so miserably at the tournaments, but adding all of this to it...I hate it. I don't want them to go away. But that's what they're going to do and they're going to completely forget about me. ...I guess I shouldn't have expected to leave an impression, though. It's not like we've been friends for long. We barely knew each other up until the International Tournament.
I haven't even started thinking about anything regarding the future. Not sure if I'm even going to college to begin with. Not sure if I'd be able to afford it either. College isn't cheap, and well...if you've ever been called a Fudoumine kid, it typically means your family isn't in the best financial situation. We were stretching ourselves quite a bit just for me to go to Yamabuki, as my grades have never been good enough to get a scholarship at all. So might have to go a different route.
Aside from that, I got to enjoy being hounded with a series of questions from both siblings of the Tachibana household recently. Interesting how they both seemed to think I suddenly out of the blue needed a heart to heart.
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...SHINJI.
I know it was you who did it. Man, what the hell? I *said* I was fine. I swear you worry over the littlest things for no reason. ...Though thanks for one thing at least. I hadn't really gotten a chance to talk to Tachibana-san in quite a while. We've both been so busy with different things... I've missed him. A lot. And I've missed the old gang. We don't see enough of each other anymore and I hate that. I haven't even seen Masaya lately, and there used to be a day that didn't go by that I didn't talk to him in some form. Now it feels like I'm lucky to hear his voice over the phone sometimes. ...Btw, he started yelling at me too last time I talked to him. What the hell did you tell everybody?
I see an old rival of sorts just got a journal also, which is nice~ Yo, how's it going, Kawamura~? It's been even longer since I last saw you. We should get together sometime~
[OOC: Strikes deleted. See Tetsu. See Tetsu mope. Mope, Tetsu, mope. ^^; ...And I still don't know why he's being so difficult and untalkative lately. I swear he just shuts up for periods at a time and shouts "Go away. >:|" whenever I try to get him to interact. orz Stupid, cranky muse is stupid and cranky. ><;; And sorry, An. Tetsu ended up being uncooperative for the most part and not saying much to her. I'm afraid her womanly charms didn't work on him this time. >>; He didn't say much to Tachibana either. Though I figure Tachibana still knows his boys after all this time and probably ended up figuring out more than Tetsu willing told him just based on that.]
I haven't even started thinking about anything regarding the future. Not sure if I'm even going to college to begin with. Not sure if I'd be able to afford it either. College isn't cheap, and well...if you've ever been called a Fudoumine kid, it typically means your family isn't in the best financial situation. We were stretching ourselves quite a bit just for me to go to Yamabuki, as my grades have never been good enough to get a scholarship at all. So might have to go a different route.
Aside from that, I got to enjoy being hounded with a series of questions from both siblings of the Tachibana household recently. Interesting how they both seemed to think I suddenly out of the blue needed a heart to heart.
...
...SHINJI.
I know it was you who did it. Man, what the hell? I *said* I was fine. I swear you worry over the littlest things for no reason. ...Though thanks for one thing at least. I hadn't really gotten a chance to talk to Tachibana-san in quite a while. We've both been so busy with different things... I've missed him. A lot. And I've missed the old gang. We don't see enough of each other anymore and I hate that. I haven't even seen Masaya lately, and there used to be a day that didn't go by that I didn't talk to him in some form. Now it feels like I'm lucky to hear his voice over the phone sometimes. ...Btw, he started yelling at me too last time I talked to him. What the hell did you tell everybody?
I see an old rival of sorts just got a journal also, which is nice~ Yo, how's it going, Kawamura~? It's been even longer since I last saw you. We should get together sometime~
[OOC: Strikes deleted. See Tetsu. See Tetsu mope. Mope, Tetsu, mope. ^^; ...And I still don't know why he's being so difficult and untalkative lately. I swear he just shuts up for periods at a time and shouts "Go away. >:|" whenever I try to get him to interact. orz Stupid, cranky muse is stupid and cranky. ><;; And sorry, An. Tetsu ended up being uncooperative for the most part and not saying much to her. I'm afraid her womanly charms didn't work on him this time. >>; He didn't say much to Tachibana either. Though I figure Tachibana still knows his boys after all this time and probably ended up figuring out more than Tetsu willing told him just based on that.]