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i just got back from church and i have to work in a few hours.this is something i recently talked to 2 of my best friends about.but i really dont wanna date while i am in high school.and i know i am not gonna look back on my life 10 years down the road and regret it.i feel this way bc i dont wanna give anymore of my heart to one person that doesnt
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first, i am really sorry. i dont get service everywhere up here, but whenever i did i should have called you. and that was a mistake on my part. i messed up pretty badly, and i know it.
second, i never got anything on myspace from you, so i dont know what exactly happened, but maybe it's my computer. i dont know. i'm sorry that it seemed like I was ignoring you, i know that it's really hurtful and confusing when someone ignores you, and for that i'm sorry also. i never meant to ignore you.
i commented on the last entry about dating because it felt like you were leaving me behind. like...you stopped waiting for me without telling me, and i'll be honest, it hurt. i understand now why you said it, but i didnt then.
i think that you're right, it would be interfering with God's plans to make a promise that might not necessarily be kept. So...to leave things completely and totally up to God would be a smart move. i just didnt know that you felt that way.
and i guess that is also my fault because of my lack of service/not calling you. i'm sorry that adrian's been bugging you. i'm sorry that i listened to him when i should have known better and just waited to hear what you had to say. I'm sorry that this turned into drama, and was stressful for both of us. and i think that you're right, we need to talk.
i'm coming home either saturday or sunday. hopefully i'll be in south carolina on sunday and can come to gateway. i'll be home for all of july. i'm sure we'll get a chance to talk then.
i'm sorry for everything, it's pretty much all my fault.
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