Aug 03, 2004 14:11
You guys, it's my birthday.
In New Zealand, of course. :D
Anyways.. yeah. In less than 24 hours, I will have taken my driver's test.. and hopefully passed.
Oh. My. God. This is insane.
I'm really scared, though.. I mean, I'm a good driver, but I'll die if I don't pass that dumb test. It's like a brilliant kid not being able to do standardized testing.. it sucks.
But yeah. Tomorrow's my bday. And we're flying out to New Mexico later in the day. Which should be nice. But I really don't feel like going.. just because it's so.. soon.. I'm still high from my trip to Rose, and I wish I hadn't agreed to this trip. I'm so wiped and such.
And I hate being home. I honestly do. I can't wait until college. This trip has ruined my perspective on how good it is to be at home with a structured life and a mommy and daddy and sister. I want to go back to dorm life with all my friends and stay up until 3AM and be able to do what I want, when I want [for the most part]. Argh, it's so frustrating. One more year.
And my license should help out. Make the wait not as hard.
And perhaps having people and places to visit during the year.. definitely have to get out to Terre Haute some time to hang out with Sophia and Nick and Bob and Will and Megan and LT and anyone else who wants to come. Definitely.
I can't see how people actually want to stay home for college and commute. I don't see how one can. 'Cuz I know that I need to be away to survive. I mean, my god, I'm practically counting down the days [roughly 390 ;D].
Anyways.. Mommy's home now. Should be a trip. Um.. yeah. Need to get ready for work. I'll ttyl.