Oh zip it.
**FYI don't read this unless you want to know whats going on in my life and how I FEEL....because some seem to think they know what I'm feeling or why I am feeling it. And I don't feel like justifying a damn thing to anyone.**
Ok I have been neglecting my LJ lately. I don't mean to but I am consumed by the wild fire that is Facebook and Myspace....lol. But now I am in some serious need of venting. Ok let's start from the begining. My wonderful little didn't make the final cut into the sorority so there is loads of drama on top of drama that was already there, which in turn made me think about dropping.....but what I've come to realize is that some of those girls give me more support and encouragement than some of my own friends do...now of course to some, sorority girls are "stupid" to begin with. Well if they are the only ones that try to understand and are supportive then I guess I am your basic, cookie cutter, "stupid sorority girl". Stereotyping is a fucking joke fyi.
On top of all that we have another issue. Justin is back in the states and I have one opportunity to see him before they ship him to another foreign country half way across the world for years at a time. Mind you I haven't seen him in 2+ yrs already so, I decided to go and see him...for his GRADUATION BECAUSE HE WANTS SOMEONE THERE ...oh you wouldn't believe the shit I am catching about going....well I've made my mind up. I found a freaking amazing deal on a hotel room and I've got a sweet rental car thanks to someone who loves me. After all of this drama and bullshit you learn things about yourself and about your friends. You come to realize how far people WILL and WON'T go for you so you learn never to bend over backwards for some of them. I guess I need to re-evaluate myself and how much I would do for someone. Apparently I go above and beyond what most would do. Now wonder I am always getting screwed over.
I guess in the end everything will work out in the end and I will have an amazing vacation in VA and then back home for the summer. If you don't agree...I don't care.
Ok I have been neglecting my LJ lately. I don't mean to but I am consumed by the wild fire that is Facebook and Myspace....lol. But now I am in some serious need of venting. Ok let's start from the begining. My wonderful little didn't make the final cut into the sorority so there is loads of drama on top of drama that was already there, which in turn made me think about dropping.....but what I've come to realize is that some of those girls give me more support and encouragement than some of my own friends do...now of course to some, sorority girls are "stupid" to begin with. Well if they are the only ones that try to understand and are supportive then I guess I am your basic, cookie cutter, "stupid sorority girl". Stereotyping is a fucking joke fyi.
On top of all that we have another issue. Justin is back in the states and I have one opportunity to see him before they ship him to another foreign country half way across the world for years at a time. Mind you I haven't seen him in 2+ yrs already so, I decided to go and see him...for his GRADUATION BECAUSE HE WANTS SOMEONE THERE ...oh you wouldn't believe the shit I am catching about going....well I've made my mind up. I found a freaking amazing deal on a hotel room and I've got a sweet rental car thanks to someone who loves me. After all of this drama and bullshit you learn things about yourself and about your friends. You come to realize how far people WILL and WON'T go for you so you learn never to bend over backwards for some of them. I guess I need to re-evaluate myself and how much I would do for someone. Apparently I go above and beyond what most would do. Now wonder I am always getting screwed over.
I guess in the end everything will work out in the end and I will have an amazing vacation in VA and then back home for the summer. If you don't agree...I don't care.