emotional remix.....warning its about to get real emo up in here.
I fall too fast and too hard. I let myself believe, but in turn for my kindness and caring I am passed over for "something better". Damn my emotions. I came to FSU to meet new people...hoping with all my heart that the men up here weren't like the ones from home......well I was wrong. I keep men occupied for a short time and then when they get tired of me they move on to something better. I'm done searching and wishing that I'd be that "something better". I just can't win, even the "nice guys" turn out to be assholes. Ya know...what if there isn't "that guy" out there for me....I'm starting to believe that he doesn't exist and if he does....I bet he's gay...lol. I've got such an void that I can't fill...not with school, work, or friends. I've never felt so empty until now.