Little Update
Life has been.... crazy...
I can't even begin to get into details.
I'll break it down real quick and simple.
1) Got in a fender bender with an Audi. my car has a teeny tiny scratch, her's has a nice big scrape across the bumper. I wasn't as insured as we thought I was.
still waiting to hear back on that one.
2) My 6 year old is depressed and having trouble expressing her anger and sorrow properly. She tried to hurt herself, and she's had thoughts of hurting herself for sometime. I won't get into details but the long and short of it is she's pissed at her biological dad for bailing out on her, sad cause her great grandpa died, and lonely cause she has no friends at school. She's in that angsty the world hates me and i hate the world stage about 7 years early. Her daddy and I are worried about her and doing the best we can to reassure her that life does not always suck.
3) Yeah, we're not the best candidates for that. Mike's Student Loan collectors are after him again. They want the entire balance of the loan now. We can't even pay back the 3 grand we owe our uncles, let alone the 61k they want.
4) My grandmother's cancer has spread through her body and I'm terrified that she's going to go before she gets to see her great granddaughter. I haven't even seen her since I was 14. I miss her.
5) I don't think we're going to be able to go home to visit for xmas this year which is going to kill my father. He misses his granddaughter so much... We were going to sell the black car and pay the uncles back and use the remainder to go home and visit but Mike doesn't want to sell it now so chances are we're probably not going to see my family anytime soon.
6) I'm having to see my endocrinologist to get blood work done to determine if my meds are the correct dosage or not. No health insurance, and I can't be covered on mike's so i'm shelling out a couple hundred dollars we do not have.
The only good things right now are these:
A) Losing weight at a nice pace. I'm down 16 lbs from when i started a month ago. I'm happy :)
B) Mike asked me my ring size and we've been looking at rings together, so maybe he might ask me soon. btw, I want this : http://www.ice.com/customer/product_detail.jsp?product=52699298&ssid=15971197-1560-42ca-95fc-fcb7715a4ca9
C) um.... that's about it.
yeah... not to much happy vs. crappy.
I can't even begin to get into details.
I'll break it down real quick and simple.
1) Got in a fender bender with an Audi. my car has a teeny tiny scratch, her's has a nice big scrape across the bumper. I wasn't as insured as we thought I was.
still waiting to hear back on that one.
2) My 6 year old is depressed and having trouble expressing her anger and sorrow properly. She tried to hurt herself, and she's had thoughts of hurting herself for sometime. I won't get into details but the long and short of it is she's pissed at her biological dad for bailing out on her, sad cause her great grandpa died, and lonely cause she has no friends at school. She's in that angsty the world hates me and i hate the world stage about 7 years early. Her daddy and I are worried about her and doing the best we can to reassure her that life does not always suck.
3) Yeah, we're not the best candidates for that. Mike's Student Loan collectors are after him again. They want the entire balance of the loan now. We can't even pay back the 3 grand we owe our uncles, let alone the 61k they want.
4) My grandmother's cancer has spread through her body and I'm terrified that she's going to go before she gets to see her great granddaughter. I haven't even seen her since I was 14. I miss her.
5) I don't think we're going to be able to go home to visit for xmas this year which is going to kill my father. He misses his granddaughter so much... We were going to sell the black car and pay the uncles back and use the remainder to go home and visit but Mike doesn't want to sell it now so chances are we're probably not going to see my family anytime soon.
6) I'm having to see my endocrinologist to get blood work done to determine if my meds are the correct dosage or not. No health insurance, and I can't be covered on mike's so i'm shelling out a couple hundred dollars we do not have.
The only good things right now are these:
A) Losing weight at a nice pace. I'm down 16 lbs from when i started a month ago. I'm happy :)
B) Mike asked me my ring size and we've been looking at rings together, so maybe he might ask me soon. btw, I want this : http://www.ice.com/customer/product_detail.jsp?product=52699298&ssid=15971197-1560-42ca-95fc-fcb7715a4ca9
C) um.... that's about it.
yeah... not to much happy vs. crappy.