woot woot
Down 11 pounds! yay!
Gunna keep working on that.
Watching my caloric intake very carefully and doing my bellydance and yoga every night.
Work is... well work.
I'm annoyed with my coworkers at the moment. My managers keep giving me shit as to why Mike won't marry me. I keep telling them that we want to do it the right way but then they come back with the whole "your suffering for it, you can't even go to a doctor, your already living together, your already functioning like a married couple, Maybe he just doesn't love you enough to marry you."
Yeah, that makes me feel peachy.
They make it out like he's being selfish because he wants to do it the right way, rather then just get hitched so i can have his medical insurance.
They make it out like theres some deep dark secret reason he won't marry me... like he's hiding something or he doesn't want to marry me etc...
I know it's not true. I mean he tells me all the time he loves me... He tells me how much i mean to him. We have a joint account for heavens sake.. Why wouldn't he want to get married?
I mean yeah, it would be easier for us if we could just forgo the big white wedding for now, get a quickie civil thing, and have a big ceremony later on when we can afford it, but I don't want him to feel like the only reason I want to be his wife is for his insurance.
It's frustrating, because nobody seems to understand why we're waiting.
Shit, sometimes /I/ don't even understand why the hell we are waiting...
But I love him and he loves me and he says we're going to get married one day and I respect that and I don't push him about it. I'm lucky to have such a wonderful man in teh first place.
Blech.
I hate it when other people put doubts in my head or make me feel like I'm some sort of naive fool who's having the wool pulled over her eyes.
*sighs*
Gunna keep working on that.
Watching my caloric intake very carefully and doing my bellydance and yoga every night.
Work is... well work.
I'm annoyed with my coworkers at the moment. My managers keep giving me shit as to why Mike won't marry me. I keep telling them that we want to do it the right way but then they come back with the whole "your suffering for it, you can't even go to a doctor, your already living together, your already functioning like a married couple, Maybe he just doesn't love you enough to marry you."
Yeah, that makes me feel peachy.
They make it out like he's being selfish because he wants to do it the right way, rather then just get hitched so i can have his medical insurance.
They make it out like theres some deep dark secret reason he won't marry me... like he's hiding something or he doesn't want to marry me etc...
I know it's not true. I mean he tells me all the time he loves me... He tells me how much i mean to him. We have a joint account for heavens sake.. Why wouldn't he want to get married?
I mean yeah, it would be easier for us if we could just forgo the big white wedding for now, get a quickie civil thing, and have a big ceremony later on when we can afford it, but I don't want him to feel like the only reason I want to be his wife is for his insurance.
It's frustrating, because nobody seems to understand why we're waiting.
Shit, sometimes /I/ don't even understand why the hell we are waiting...
But I love him and he loves me and he says we're going to get married one day and I respect that and I don't push him about it. I'm lucky to have such a wonderful man in teh first place.
Blech.
I hate it when other people put doubts in my head or make me feel like I'm some sort of naive fool who's having the wool pulled over her eyes.
*sighs*