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[irisheyez133]

this is hard. okay so i know i haven't updated in a long ass time, but i really just wanna write about this because i'm having a hard time with it right now. my birthday is friday. and every birthday for the past 15 years i've wondered if he was going to remember, if he was going to call. i'd get really down and confused and just...kinda anti-

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[nikkip7685]

tiff. you are an incredible person. nothing you have accomplished or will accomplish in this life is any thanks to your dad. now that hes gone you can move on and keep being the incredible person that you are. i dont feel bad for you because you ar way better off. you are the best person there is. i feel bad for you father most, he wasted his life and he missed out on knowing one of the most beautiful, incredible, SMART people to walk this earth. he gave that up, what an idiot. but you have the rest of your family who clearly love you so much. you won out in that deal, tiff. i also feel bad for your dads family for missing out on knowing you, and also for having the audacity to allow a growen man to treat his daughter that way, and than to also treat you that way in the aftershock of his death. you are incredible, i want you to be happy, and if there is ever anything you need, you know im just a phone call away. i miss you more than you'll ever know. sending my love and a big hug through the comp until i can give it to you in person, hopefully soon.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sisters at heart <33333333
nikki
ps when youre down just think about ice cream on a hot summer day, ;)

[irisheyez133]

wowzers do i love u. and miss u desperately. happy early bday! i love u like i love ice cream on a hot horny summer day ;)