Wuss
I'm sick; completely alone in this big, deathly silent house (I had music playing for awhile, but anything that fit with the ambiance of the book I'm immersed in [which is important] was too spooky to keep playing); still stressed about everything; and the internet's still down on my laptop... this compy has no IM, which I never thought I'd miss as much as I do right now, just knowing that friends are merely a few keystrokes away..
I do think I'd be best suited to live alone, but NOT in a big house that's not mine and I am still mostly unaccustomed to, in a dark, unfamiliar neighborhood, no less. A little apartment would be great, y'know? But this? I feel very, very cut off from everything and I'm starting to freak out a little because of it.
By a little, I kind of mean a lot.
I don't think it helps that I've been reading New Moon (a vampire book) for the past 4 hours. Something was scratching at her window when I stopped reading a moment ago. Very suspenseful, which is great, but considering I thought I heard something downstairs a mere 10 minutes ago... well. I'm somewhat jumpy, to say the least.
I'm going to go put my clothes in the dryer, then hopefully work out a reading-location that is less unsettling then my quiet, dim bedroom. *Gulp*
I do think I'd be best suited to live alone, but NOT in a big house that's not mine and I am still mostly unaccustomed to, in a dark, unfamiliar neighborhood, no less. A little apartment would be great, y'know? But this? I feel very, very cut off from everything and I'm starting to freak out a little because of it.
By a little, I kind of mean a lot.
I don't think it helps that I've been reading New Moon (a vampire book) for the past 4 hours. Something was scratching at her window when I stopped reading a moment ago. Very suspenseful, which is great, but considering I thought I heard something downstairs a mere 10 minutes ago... well. I'm somewhat jumpy, to say the least.
I'm going to go put my clothes in the dryer, then hopefully work out a reading-location that is less unsettling then my quiet, dim bedroom. *Gulp*