May 27, 2007 10:53
From the moment you wake up, do you ever feel simply underwhelmed by life? There may be a few small problems bothering you, but overall nothing really bad is happening; but likewise, nothing really good can be expected to happen either. You're just here. A waste of space. The routine of your day-to-day has caught up with you and you'd like nothing more than to break out of it and do something exciting, or have anything extraordinary happen to you. On some days, when you feel like this to any extent, you can at least cheer up upon waking with the hope that maybe something will happen that will rock your world. But on days like today, with that underwhelmed feeling weighing you down, you feel even worse because that hope is gone before you can enjoy it at all because you know nothing exciting will happen, and that's so much more discouraging.
It'd be great if today improved once I got out of this bed, got dressed, and went to work. It would be especially fantastic if today was made truly memorable somehow.
But somehow I don't see that happening.
shit,
musings