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[irish_roxie]

None of this fucking makes sense
I get close to matt
Fall for him over seas,
For 4 months...
He writes me, calls me, wants to be with me
And its easy peasy for me to let him go

Ryan wants to be with me for all of 3 weeks
All i want is for this relationship to work
And i have to break it off
WHY IS IT SO HARD TO JUST LET HIM GO!?

I want to give him all his shit back
but in the same sense i dont want to let it go
It means that we're for certain done-zo

It needs to happen though
STAT

And you know something just happened with him and i
He texted me regarding a FB status
Something about looking back at someones Statuses from like a year ago
I do it to my page all the time
Call me a creeper, i do it to others as well
Cracked a joke about it. apparently he wants to know who i did it to
Frankly its none of his business
And once again we're FIGHTING
it doesnt stop!

I'm trying to get over him
I dont want to be cut off from talking to him
But shit dont tell me you want space and time to do "you"
than Text me like you care about the shit im dealing with.
and get ANGRY about it at that

fuck