Dirty Laundry
Ok I am not a perfect person and I will glady admit to that, I have said and done many things that I do regret. I regret ever getting addicted to Ecstacey. Yes I admit i was addicted to it, and it made me do a lot of stupid things, Like sleep with people who lie abouth there age. Me not being clear headed did not think of what can or could have happened at the time. But we have talked and we added it up to a DRUGED up mistake. Which I never done again. I have said many things to certain people to push them out of my life which didnt work. I also pushe my cousin my best frind out for 3 years, wher best friends again .Am I an asshole? yes. Am I sometimes immature? thats not just a yes thats a hell yes. Dose my mouth get me in to trouble? do i really have to say yes, you already know the answer. But there is one thing I am a human and humans are aloud to make mistakes we learn from the past. I have payed for what I have done mentaly and pshycally. And no one absolutley no one has the right to kniock me off cloud 9. I am in love with Shannon the person who loves me and only me, and my precious daughter some one I am going to defend with every breath and every drop of blood in my boody, There is a reson I have what I have now and that is the GODS and GODDESSES have blessed me I have gone back and fixed all the bad Karma I sent out and they saw it was my time to be happy which I am. I am more happier then a 6 year old kid getting christmas everyday. Not that I should have to explaine myself but Im getting really tierd of my dirty laundry being aired out by a certain lil boy who cant get over shit. Altho he only has one thing on me how pathedic everytime he has to bash all of us in the Malden "CREW" he has to bring that up. Heres a new one why dont you bring up how I stole Shannon from Danny. LOL thats great. Well Im done venting cause im tired and hungry later.