Oct 30, 2005 12:07
So i had a party last nite...it was a ton of fun getting ready. Greyson...omg, i'll never be able to watch the crow with a straight face (caw! caw! BANG! FUCK I'm dead!) wow....anyways yeah, grey showed up at like...6? and i helped him with his makeup for his kiss band member/the crow, ha ha. it was fun. Then alex showed up while i started getting ready. She looked so hot as red riding hood. I decided that i needed a camera so me and grey went to target, in full costume mind you, and i bought a disposable camera and grey got some grapefruit juice. When we got back i got some stuff together, made my party look cool...basically for me, but yeah. Then bobby got out of work like 3 hours earlier that we thought he would. so grey went to go get him while me and alex watched porn. We both decided we'd be awesome at directing porn. might look into that career if all else falls thru. mel showed up later, it was weird to see him. He just looks diff....idk. Hes alot quieter, almost...stronger? not in a physical sense. anyway...so yeah. I had to pick up some of my friends because they were waiting for the bus and it never came. Once they showed up, i was kinda already drunk and pretty tired, i wanted to go to sleep. I got really pissed off at bobby, 1st because he was biligerently drunk, and then for no reason at all. I think i feel bad about it, but i'm still mad in a way. I got a call from someone last nite. Aside from some of the other questionable things hes been doing lately it was good to hear from him, just wish he could call me like that sober. I dont know what i'm doing right now. Hopefully i figure it out tho and get my shit together.
Today is homework day, hopefully i'll get around to it soon so i'm not up all night trying to finish. I'm watching the order right now, pretty funny dialogue:
"whats strange, is that youre a priest sleeping on the couch, when you could be a man sleeping with her."
"she was in a mental institution last week."
"so shes crazy about you!"
what doesnt kill you makes you stronger, but what about what you dont kill makes you weaker? I think i need to kill some bad habits.