...random thoughts
Just a short update. I'm getting better at these things.
It's funny how one day can bring so much. So much good, bad, insanity and everything in between. The past two days have been like this for me. Yesterday was quite long though, between work and school. Sighs. Then today was crazy. I was an unofficial CAP at work, was told nothing, and given no instructions. I have to say that if it weren't for me today, they would've been screwed. I figured all their shit out for them. Did ten times the shit that I was supposed to be responsible for, and even helped people after I was off the clock and leaving the store 'cause I know what I'm doing, the night shift CAP wasn't there and yeah...sighs.
Anyway...after a small freak out that wasn't really needed Sunday (just pressures of life became too much and I couldn't deal with it all at once), I tried to chill yesterday. Things were better. Random opportunities and new outlooks presented themselves...and I'm not necessarily less stressed or 'better' per se, but my tunnel has grown bigger (metaphorically speaking of course). So I'm not as crowded and limited. And me being me, liking my freedom, this has left me slightly satisfied for the time being. I know I'll be craving more freedom soon, but I'll enjoy this calm feeling for as long as I can.
Yes, this has been another vague post brought to you by yours truly. *bows*
It's funny how one day can bring so much. So much good, bad, insanity and everything in between. The past two days have been like this for me. Yesterday was quite long though, between work and school. Sighs. Then today was crazy. I was an unofficial CAP at work, was told nothing, and given no instructions. I have to say that if it weren't for me today, they would've been screwed. I figured all their shit out for them. Did ten times the shit that I was supposed to be responsible for, and even helped people after I was off the clock and leaving the store 'cause I know what I'm doing, the night shift CAP wasn't there and yeah...sighs.
Anyway...after a small freak out that wasn't really needed Sunday (just pressures of life became too much and I couldn't deal with it all at once), I tried to chill yesterday. Things were better. Random opportunities and new outlooks presented themselves...and I'm not necessarily less stressed or 'better' per se, but my tunnel has grown bigger (metaphorically speaking of course). So I'm not as crowded and limited. And me being me, liking my freedom, this has left me slightly satisfied for the time being. I know I'll be craving more freedom soon, but I'll enjoy this calm feeling for as long as I can.
Yes, this has been another vague post brought to you by yours truly. *bows*