Oh God I need you now

[iridiumblue]

This is the worst night of my life. My sister was fine on Monday, just about to be released from the hospital.

Now she is on a ventilator, her right lung is bad, she is battling 6 infections and possible rejection.

Please God, please don't take her from me and my family.

Please God, please please please.

I want to be home right now. I didn't know what to say or do, I had to come on here and write this.

I don't care if you don't believe in God, I do. Yes, I may seem like I haven't but I do.

I love my sister like crazy, she is my best friend, my inspiration. She is my strength and my hero. I really don't care how cheesy you think this is.

God, don't do this to me. Don't leave us without her. She is everything.

Please, Megan, please be strong, I am with you. I will be there always tomorrow tonight forever. You can do this. I believe in you. I love you.

I don't know what I would do if something happens to her. Oh God I just don't know.

I will never be able to sleep tonight. My mother and father are in a daze. I have to remain strong. I will come back at the end of the weekend and she will be ok. We will be optimistic. We can do this.

Im sorry Im rambling...I don't know what to do...