GORGEOUS!!!!!!!!
I just HAD to dedicate this entry to my beautiful MAN. USHER with those abs of steel and those etched arms I just could not stop salivating at the mouth....... oh sorry back to what I SHOULD be writing about.
Um lets see Christmas is almost here and I barely started shopping for gifts today and the only people that I bought them for was I ngrid and Melissa I still need to buy Danny and Britt's. I also have to get Nino G a really phat present. And story of my life I have LIMITED funds. I need to make my list for my mom. And yeah I dunno what I was talkin bout in my lil love letter the other day but I talked to Ryan and he said that I should just lay it all out wit....... But I am so scared that I mite loose him! I'm such a chicken shit. I just dont want mother fuckers laughin behind my back cus I can seriously see them doin it. I took Ingrid her gift today and she LOVED it! Of course I got her to a T. Now hopefully I can score wit everyone else. I know that I am going to get Danny a shirt and as for Britt I'm not quite that sure yet but I know when I see it I will know. Um yeah I cried last nite over that guy I dunno when I think about like the worse case scenario I just feel sick to my stomach. I just dont feel like dealing wit it. I like things the way they are yet I want them to change. Even tho that makes no type of sense whatsoever. I just need to go back to school and keep myself occupado. I need track to start so I can be immersed in activities again. I FINALLY turned my bank card off after I lost it AGAIN. (Luci) And yeah today wasnt to eventful I got some good things from Ingrid and got the LUCIOUS photo of Usher at Luci's house but other then that life is pretty miserably normal.
Um lets see Christmas is almost here and I barely started shopping for gifts today and the only people that I bought them for was I ngrid and Melissa I still need to buy Danny and Britt's. I also have to get Nino G a really phat present. And story of my life I have LIMITED funds. I need to make my list for my mom. And yeah I dunno what I was talkin bout in my lil love letter the other day but I talked to Ryan and he said that I should just lay it all out wit....... But I am so scared that I mite loose him! I'm such a chicken shit. I just dont want mother fuckers laughin behind my back cus I can seriously see them doin it. I took Ingrid her gift today and she LOVED it! Of course I got her to a T. Now hopefully I can score wit everyone else. I know that I am going to get Danny a shirt and as for Britt I'm not quite that sure yet but I know when I see it I will know. Um yeah I cried last nite over that guy I dunno when I think about like the worse case scenario I just feel sick to my stomach. I just dont feel like dealing wit it. I like things the way they are yet I want them to change. Even tho that makes no type of sense whatsoever. I just need to go back to school and keep myself occupado. I need track to start so I can be immersed in activities again. I FINALLY turned my bank card off after I lost it AGAIN. (Luci) And yeah today wasnt to eventful I got some good things from Ingrid and got the LUCIOUS photo of Usher at Luci's house but other then that life is pretty miserably normal.