Cant trust fuckers as far as I can throw them!
So tell me why I was put into the most ridiculous situation that should have never fuckin happend if people would have used their damn brains! No longer will I say that a person could be trustworthy without having put them into an instance where they have to prove themselves first. A friendship that I THOUGHT was as strong as mine and Luci's couldnt even withstand the temptation of some lil hoochie I like to let my coochie hang out! I mean I knew that he thought of himself as a playa playa yet at the same time i didnt think that having sex in the back of some ghetto ass car would make me so furious at him.The question of leaving me in the street wit his car should have NEVER even come up. I hate the fact that he didnt even look sorry after I pulled his stupid ass out the car. After I punched he then realized how pissed I was. That gurl was about to loose her life I fuckin went crazy punchin and kickin the bitch's car I think that I burst a vain in my hand. And not only was I helpin him out but I got grounded when I got home. And not just a lil restriction i mean like the whole nine yards. 12 curfew, no car, no spending the nite, nada. I'm not even pissed anymore I am just hurt and shocked at the fact that I wasn't even a thought hell not even AN AFTERTHOUGHT to this gurl that he barely met and fucked last weekend. I dunno what else to say sure he's called non stop but what do i have to say over the phone? Like Sam said you cant tell how genuine a person is until you read their expression. But seriously I dont know if he understands how bad he disrespected me. I just hope that he changes his way before I am not there to help him out and he really hurts someone.
On a lighter note last week was one of the best that I have had in a long time. First Tavo out of nowhere kissed me......... I dunno what I think of that. Not much I mean yeah I was interested but now i really dont see why I should care. I am still more interested in this otha mystery guy. Then Marcus came into work on Friday and i gave him my number cus he said that he wants to kick it. But still havent receved a call. *sniff* ha lol! Something else happend but I cant remember. I am kinda stressin over prgress reports I know that my grades have dropped in math and in english so I cant ait for the talk about that. Melissa's brother and I had a year tradition talking nite on Friday that boy has more problems than me and his sis and he is barely a freshmen.
Oh My God I totally forgot to talk about Mt. Lemon. It wqas fantastic. Sure I fell on my ass hard but it was worth it. I think everyone fell at least once maybe except Danny but thats just cus he's nature boy. The only thing that we didnt do is get to the top. Guess we will have to make another trip. Matt was mad that he didnt get his cookie and he precede to call Priscilla an idiot which pissed off Cassie but it was all funny they just dont know how to take shit as a joke. cassie and Aaron were so annoying!!!!! Yeah I am happy that she found someone else but they argued the whole tim I wanted to strangle them. Their on the rocks i dont see them lasting much longer. Which sux to say but...... thats Cassie. Anyhoo I have to go and hep develop my photos.
On a lighter note last week was one of the best that I have had in a long time. First Tavo out of nowhere kissed me......... I dunno what I think of that. Not much I mean yeah I was interested but now i really dont see why I should care. I am still more interested in this otha mystery guy. Then Marcus came into work on Friday and i gave him my number cus he said that he wants to kick it. But still havent receved a call. *sniff* ha lol! Something else happend but I cant remember. I am kinda stressin over prgress reports I know that my grades have dropped in math and in english so I cant ait for the talk about that. Melissa's brother and I had a year tradition talking nite on Friday that boy has more problems than me and his sis and he is barely a freshmen.
Oh My God I totally forgot to talk about Mt. Lemon. It wqas fantastic. Sure I fell on my ass hard but it was worth it. I think everyone fell at least once maybe except Danny but thats just cus he's nature boy. The only thing that we didnt do is get to the top. Guess we will have to make another trip. Matt was mad that he didnt get his cookie and he precede to call Priscilla an idiot which pissed off Cassie but it was all funny they just dont know how to take shit as a joke. cassie and Aaron were so annoying!!!!! Yeah I am happy that she found someone else but they argued the whole tim I wanted to strangle them. Their on the rocks i dont see them lasting much longer. Which sux to say but...... thats Cassie. Anyhoo I have to go and hep develop my photos.