sleep is good.

Nov 14, 2004 14:52

I just woke up. It's 2:52 p.m. I haven't slept this late in forever. Probably had something to do with not going to sleep until the sun was already up.

Playing poker last night. Last hand. I went all in with a pair of aces after the flop. Steve called me. He had pocket nines, and there was a nine on the board, giving him three of a kind. Fourth street was uneventful, not the ace I was praying for. Then fifth street was the one remaining nine. God didn't want me to win any money last night. :(

November is a weird time for me. I get all weepy and nostalgic when the weather turns cold. For some reason, I spend a lot of time reflecting on things that were, things that have changed too much, and things that have not changed enough. It makes me temperamental and hard to deal with. I hate to cry. So it seems I save it all up for these mammoth crying sessions, which probably makes me a mental abuser of whoever it is that has to put up with me, especially since they're not going to be able to say anything right. :(

I have to work the next five days. I worked the last two. I'm so tired of working. But next weekend is cane grinding, and I don't have to work then! :)
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